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Who I Am...Hates Who I've Been by Nikki_Yaoi

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Chapter notes: I hope you know I'm serious when I say I'm sorry, cause I'd be damned if I said sorry for something I wasn't sorry for! (Besides, saying sorry to you is hard for me, so ne! xP)

So, this is for you Ty....take it with a grain of salt if you wish, but atleast read it, ne?

I don't own Naruto

Who I Am Hates Who I've Been by Relient K

Flashbacks


Sorry it sucks
Nikki sat on top of a building, looking at towards the moon, holding back any tears that wished to escape from her golden eyes.

"GOD DAMNIT TY-KUN!" Nikki yelled, stomping her foot against the ground, "STOP ARGUING WITH ME! HINATA ISN'T ANY GOOD FOR YOU!"

"AND LIKE OROCHIMARU IS ANY GOOD FOR YOU?!" he shot back.

"AGH! YOU'RE HOPELESS!"

"NO I'M NOT, BITCH!"

Nikki smiled weakly, a few days later...they had gone back to being friends...it was an on and off relationship.

I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...
'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.


Nikki leaned on her knee and sighed deeply, she was such a fucking idiot. Damn her foolish pride, her stubborn and argumentitive personallity...it wouldn't have ended like this otherwise.

"TYYYY-KUUUNNN!"

The green eyed brunette almost screamed...had he had the time before the golden eyed brunette tackled him.

"OOOHHH! OHAYO!" she squealed, blushing as she giggled.

"Damnit Nikki, you need to give better warnings...." he mumbled.

"Hmph, you're just jealous you're not this good of a tackler!" she joked.


So many good memories...if only the could out weigh the bad ones, if only they had been better friends and had never been cruel. Life would have been easier.

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said that it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back.


"Ty-kun...I hope you know, who I am, hates who I've been...and I wish for forgiveness....for everything...." Nikki whispered.

Nikki threw a punch at Ty, who caught it, refusing to hit her, even though she was clearly not worrying about him.

"..Because I wish I could still call you my friend...."

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again 'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can’t let that happen again
‘cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again 'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can’t let that happen again
‘cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

Who I am hates who I've been
and who I am won’t take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I’ve been
‘cause who I’ve been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I’m ready to try and never become that way again ‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been.
Who I am hates who I’ve been.



"Ty-kun...I'm so sorry...please forgive me..." Nikki whispered before jumping off into the darkness of the Konoha sky.

"Ty-kun! You're the best friend...like ever! I shall dub you the new Shika!" Nikki exclaimed.

Ty chuckled, "So...I'm a pimp?"

She laughed, "HELL YA!"
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