.: Deidara POV:.

I was walking down the halls to search for my Danna as requested from Sir.Leader. When I found him he was working on a puppet , he likes to call memory because the attachs that are performed by it. The puppet reminas him of the women we use to know until they dissappeared, well at leatst from his mind.

"Sasori-danna, the leader calls for you...hmph" I called to him

"Oh" Sasori responded lightly

"Hey, Danna...hmph" I said catching his attention once more.

"Hmm?" Sasori asked as he placed his hand on the door nob

"The new shipment is here, finally huh...hmph?" I asked playfully

"You shouldn't speak that way Deidara, there might be somthing new that you could find..artistic"Sasori teased back. As he left the room.

I followed behind him I do admit I don't know what it is but it is this hold my Danna has on me.
we walked into the mainhall and it was dead silence, and their were seven young women in the base. Their heads up high with a look in their eye that made me a little worried the Leader's duagther I knew Setsuki she was born in the sand with Sasori, but sadly her mom was murdered by Gaara, I know we all miss Aoi but not as much as she does. The second one was Canamie she was born in the leaf village she was some higher power that was accepted in the village and was protected by many villages including mine. The Third one was Penkaso she is from the lightening village and she is Itachi's favorite from her ninja files I believe...hmph, that was a mouth full. The fourth one was Meiko she was born in the cloud village but distroyed it and was working along side Penkaso, how amazing..Kyuketsuki was in the village in the darkness how creepy but is my favorites distant cousin...hmph Deizona she was born in my village and was my bestfriend I would have hoped to be more but I kinda screwed that up....HMPH!!!! This is gonna be amazing a bang if you will.

.:Deizona POV:.

I could not believe that Sasori and Deidara was here, and to make it better the girls I have gotten to know where here.

"Leader I heard you wanted to speak with me?"My Danna questioned.

"Yes. These are the women I told everyone about, I except you all to make them feel...well just show them the way around here." As Sir Leader turned to Zetsu-San he glared at us all agina to say "And do punish them for their faults"

Then He vanihed Hidan was the first to speak and he picked on the one in the corner that didn't speak like the other girls.

"You, come front..."Hidan spoke with a powerfull tone. He saw that Deizona didn't move but only to clench her fist tightly together. "Hey, are you showing off or are you just dumb?!?"

"Really Hidan, does it look like I care...?"I asked

"What did you say to me?"Hidan barked like a big idiot.

I looked at him in his scary eyes, I can see the anger and chakara level rising.

"Does it looked like I care?" I repeated angred by standing so much"Are hard of hearing or just a moron.?"

Seeing I was frusterated Setsuki stepped in.

"Okay I think this has gone far enough."Setsuki said trying not to show her humor.

"Shut-up! this doesn't concern you!!"Hidan barked.

I turned to Setsuki, I knew she was hurt...and highly annoyed.

"Hidan, if you value your life I suggest you do not speak to Setsuki in that manner." I thought that would set him straight.

"I can speak to whom ever the way I want, and what are you gonna do about it?"Hidan hissed.

"Hmm, how dare you? Well I'll kick your ass, then I guess the Leader a.k.a. her father might have some type of words to put in."I answered him an gave him a smile that made Setsuki and the other's laugh.

Hidan then held his tounge, as we were going our ways.

"Hello, Deizona...hmph?"Deidara asked

"Yeah thats me, and you are...?"I knew who he was, I just like hearing his voice...he still sounds the same.

"Oh, you do remember me right...hmph?"Deidara answered

"Deidara?"I asked him not wanting to remember.

"Yeah thats me...hmph."Deidara answered me with a smile.

After we went to our rooms I got comfortable and choose to visit the outside. I sat on top of the base throwing kunai's at crows hoping I'd forget. Wishing I wouldn't remember.. No that I couldn't remember, like it was erased.

"You know, it is cruel to attach a animal that can not strike back." Sasori broke the ice as always.

"Yeah, but their breaking my thoughts..."I replied

"Funny, you and Deidara think the same.."Sasori added

"About birds?"I asked confused

'No, he just thought women in the Akatsuki would make problems. Ever since he saw the familiar faces he let that thought slide."Sasori assured me.

"Oh, I see..Hidan is his name...he will be my experiment." I said scarcasticly.

"Well I just hope you and I will start our friendship like it use to be?"Sasori was always amusing when he was confused.

"Yeah Sasori, lets start from where we left off." I answered. "Well, Good-Day Sasori."

.:Group Pov:.

As the girls; Meiko, Penkaso and Setsuki search the rest of the base, they find themselves running into the guys; Deidara, Kazuku and Hidan.

"I don't think she is a bad person, you just don't know her like I do...hmph"Deidara protested

"No she's not just a cold hearted child."Hidan barked

'Oh and your any warmer?"Kakuzu teased.

"Shut-up. Seriously she is rude and a smart mouthed little girl."Hidan hissed

"No, she just isn't good at 'playing well with others' is how she puts it...hmph"Deidara denfened.

"Sure, well so is Hidan and he's alive."Kakuzu stopped at the sight of the three women

"For now anyway."Penkaso added

"Until she or I get annoyed by you that is what might kill you."Meiko teased.

"And besides shouldn't you leave the gossiping for the girls?"Setsuki teased.

"I don't see your point."Hidan admitted stupidly

"Sad, I thought you guys would be smarter." Meiko insulted.

"Meiko right?"Hidan questioned

"Yeah thats me Hidan."Meiko assured.

"Good, shut-up."Hidan barked

"Hey do we have to go through this again?!?"Setsuki shouted.

I guess thats when we realized...we had to work as a team on this matters.

"Yes I agree with Setsuki-chan...hmph"Deidara added

"Oh now your on their side, man?"Hidan questioned

"What side? Hidan your such an ass...hmph"Deidara hissed

"Okay, okay before we see some bloody artwork. Explain yourself to this dumbass."Kakuzu added

"If I needed a reason to agree with Setsuki it would because we have known each other since childhood. If she wouldn't have remembered we would have had a problem." Deidara informed

"I feel sick."Hidan added

"So do I...not knowing what the hell you all are talking about!!"Penkaso teased.

"We shared the same pain, and know what it is like to truly be in a deep dpression and not come back up...hmph"Deidara finished and walked off.

"Well..bye Deidara."Setsuki muttered out. "He is kinda strange now."

Penkaso can't hold her laughter and walks off with the girls.

.:Itachi POV:.

I walked into the room after speaking with the Leader, I saw Kisame with a eerie grin on his face. I stood against the wall and glanced at him lightly.

"What?"I asked

"Nothing. So how was your walk?"He asked me being noisy as usual

"Fine, it was just a meetng between Zetsu, Sasori, Tobi and I." I snapped out of irratation.

"I should be leaving now..."Kisame answered upset and went to the caf.

I walked outside to see Deizona playing with fire...but black. I stayed a away from her as the leader aporrached.

"Deizona..?"He called to her

"Hmm?" She hinted that she was listening.

"Why are you so distant?"He questioned

"Why shouldn't I be, I am a mere tool for this organizatation, aren't I? So why be close enough to show emotions that will end up in a terrible way?"She tested him

"Hmm, smart girl."He teased." I would like you to speak Zetsu, he can help a girl such as yourself."

"I'am not a girl..."She whispered as she clenched her fist.

"Getting angry, I see?" He smirked

"I...must go, excuse me."She said as she walked away silently.

.:Girls POV:.

"Those guys are interesting..."Meiko said

"If thats what the word is ."Penkaso teased

"Lets just call them out there. I wonder what the others are doing.."Setsuki pondered

"Well lets go find out."Meiko shouted

They went back to the room to only see Lakishima, Canamie and Kyuketsuki.

"Hey were going to get something to eat would you like to come?"Setsuki invited

"Hey guys, wheres Deizona?" Lakishima questioned

"Out I surpose."Meiko answered.

"Out where? She could be hurt?!?!"Lakishima shouted.

"Okay, um your a little bit looney."Kyuketsuki walked out of the closet.

"I guess I should say it."Penkaso outtered out. "She went for a walk and I believe Deidara accompanied her."

"What? And you let her go off with him?!?"Lakishima shouted

"What were we surpose to do tell her she wasn't allowed to go?"Penkaso snapped "Besides, we only found out a moment ago from Deidara's disappearing act."

"Anyway"Kyuketsuki muttered out.

"Well, I can go with you"Canamie assured

"Good, I was taking you anyway."Setsuki said

.:Deidara POV:.

I walked out by the tree's as they moved in the night breeze. I stood behind her leaning against an oak tree with my arms crossed admiring her beauty. Her shape, the way her body filled out her clothes from her fishnet's to her armor. She turned to me, the way her midnight/amber hair took in the night breeze. Her tan skin shimmering in the night like a light gilttered canvous, the intenseness in her body movement. She walked to me, the way she controls herself, she wasn't wearing the cloak with the red clouds on them, but had they were pressed on her skirt. From the looks of her hands it looks like she was burned a little.

The way her legs muscles were perfect, girly but strong had hand was placed on her hip and the other one left alone to play alone her side. To hide all of what she hated in me so perfectly, how I left her with out a descent good-bye. I told her she couldn't love me and that she would forever be in my heart. I didn't mean a word, she knew I loved her but I couldn't show her how much so I left.

"Why have you been causing so many problem, Deizona?"I started off slow.

"To be honest...I don't know. Why do you care?"She questioned normally.

"Just thought I'd ask since you are my partner in this organization...hmph"I answered "And not only that but my reasons lay in the past, grasping for the future..searching for air to breath, like the warmth of a mothers...hug...hmph"

"Oh I see. I know what you speak of, but I don't think this is the place to speak of it here."She answered me with some understanding she was afraid...hmph.

"Why not? I mean we are in private. I'am here to confuse."I asured her

I saw that look in her eyes, because before I came to visit her. She was in thought, not a regular thought her deep thought that would keep her up all night to talk about, and it would normally be with me.

"Fine. If you want to have this converstation then. Why did you leave me, alone with no one to care for me?" she asked me such a question, but there was no emotions in her eyes

"I had no choice. It was either that or your life...hmph"i started out slowly.

"What?"she questioned with that confused look on her face, that same look when she saw her father hit her mother, or when she first saw my hands. When she kissed the mouth's on them when we...it was her birthday.

"Yeah, Your mother ordered me to stay away from you because I over heard your parents talking about how your murder would go...hmph. That you would meet these strange guys and fight, get weak then go home and your father would torture you then you'd be burtally murdered...hmph. Setsuki would be framed for your death and our small friendship for the sand and rock would be broken. I'd didn't want your life to end that way before I could tell you how I really felt...hmph"I admitted as her eyes turned it's emotion, now you could see the saddness in her eyes, as much as her eyes filled with tears....they never fell.

"You did that...for me?" She asked me once more, you could hear the hurt in her voice."Why, why didn't you tell me thats why you left?"

"So you will be the strong women you are now...hmph. I knew if I'd told you it'd be useless...hmph."I thought it would be best this way.

I turned away from her to walk away and she took my hand and kissed its mouth,she gave me this sweet smile and her amber eyes sparkled with joy.

"Thank you, but do me a favor."She spoke softly so that only we could hear. and looked down.

"Yes. anything...hmph"I jumped for the chance to be back into her life..

She moved closer to me and stood on her tip toes and whispered lightly.

"How did or do you feel about me?"She asked me in that tone that made me want her.

I put one hand on her hip and pulled her closer to me and gazed into her beautiful sleepy eyes.

"I loved you...hmph, now you'll just have to wait and see."I teased just to hear her giggle. she pushed me to hide her blushed cheeks and heartly smile.

"I'll see you back at the room Deidara."She shouted to me and disappeared in the moonlight.

"Okay...hmph. How long are you gonna hide behind that tree?"I questioned his questioned

"I thought you wouldn't notice. Your puppy dogs eyes for her."He said.

"I don't have 'puppy dogs' for Deizona."I lied shamessly.

"Sure and I know that theres a higher God."he smirked.

"Shut-up...hmph"I hissed. He looked at me with such amusement, like he knew my feelings, or the story that lays in our hands. I hate him for connecting those dots.

"Why do you have to hide wht the hell you know is true?" He knew me to well.

"Whatever Hidan...hmph" Then we went back the base.

.:Setsuki POV:.

We walked back into the room and Penkaso was so happy I couldn't help but to ask what was wrong.

"So what's up Pen.?' I started slowly

"Oh me and Kakuzu have a mission together. I'am just happy that I'am the first to recieve a mission here."She said so camly and began to pack her weapons.

"Oh thats good for you."Meiko added in and handed her some of her tools.

"Wow, yeah great."Lakishima added all dumb like.

"...I don't believe this conversation included you. It did but she doesn't need your bad comments if it is life threatening." Deizona walked into Penkaso's room.

"Yes Deizona."Lakishima spoke

"Hey, where were you at anyway?"Meiko asked being all noisy as usaully

"Oh me? nothing, just remembering"Deizona answered so emotionless and unaware of what was going on.

"Okay, I need something from your room Meiko." Penkaso informed as they left the room.

Now was my chance it was only me and Deizona.

"So what is wrong?"i asked slowly again

"Nothing" was all she said looking out the window to the sky.

"Then why are you looking to the past?"I questioned her knowing she would have to answer it.

"I see it you know, in his eyes the way the green and blue come out in the light. My family, my friends, my everything that makes me..me is all in his eyes.Everything my heart desires and much more from him." Finally she admitted it to me.

"Deizona, why don't you just tell him? I mean he wouldn't reject you" I replied to how stupid she was making herself look.

"Because...I..."she tried leaving

I grabed her arm cloing Penkaso's door and pushed her agianst the wall.

"Because what Deizona?"I asked with that look on my face she can't refuse.

"It makes me feel better. To know theres a way I could look back and see where I came from and where I have been in life."She spoke with so much hurt in her voice and smiled at me as I let her go and she left to the hall.

"I'll never understand you.."I said before she disappeared in the darkness.

"Good. That will only ruin the mystery of Deizona of the hidden Rock." She smiled and left

I don't believe I have ever seen that look in their eyes before..Meiko and her advantage to speak her mind and not be afraid of the consenqunces. Penkaso and her strenght. Canamie and her intellgence. Lakishima...theres not that much I want from her and Deizona and her....actually I evny alot from her just don't know what. I followed in the direction of Meiko and Penkaso later.

"Deizona!!"I called to her

She stopped and offered her arm. I gladly took the invite and we began to walk.

"Hmm, I feel hungry."I started our converstation

"Thats no surprise." She teased

"Deizona?" i added

"Setsuki?" She replied lightly

"Why do you always look over me? It's not like I need your protection."I assured a light coldly

"Your the only one...that cares for me like my family did be things got crazy. Without that feeling I'd be nowhere, more then likely I'd be dead."She answered like it was forced but true.

"I understand. Oh theres Meiko and Pen." We ran to them, and began to go to the lunchroom.

"Hey Meiko, theres Hidan."Penkaso teased her lightly I laughed at the slight blush that came upon her face.

We sat at the table across from Hidan, Kakuzu, Sasori, Deidara and Zetsu. We saw Kisame, Tobi, Canamie and Lakishima at a table not to far from us.

Deizona got up from the table and went to Zetsu. He looked at her and noded at whatever she told him. Then she spoke to Sasori, Kakuzu and Deidara introducing herself nicely. Going to us saying

"They think it would be a good idea if we joined the table's so we all can get to know one another."Deizona informd lightly and pushed the tables together.

.:Sasori POV:.s

I watched the way they approached us they were come and very confident. Setsuki glanced at me from time to time and Meiko and Penkaso talked to Setsuki like girls do the guys did the same I feel like Zetsu, Deizona and I are the only people at the table who does not fear the opposite sex as much.

"Deizona...right?"Zetsu spoke first in his polite way " Are you or not?" He snapped

"Yes I understand that you have a split personality right? So your 'moments' aren't your fault and I won't hold that against you." Deizona was calm

"Yes, how the hell did you know?"he snapped again

"I know about you alittle Zetsu-san." she in formed " I use to be a....in the grass village."She stopped keeping her cover down low.

I looked at Setsuki through the corner of my eyes and she smiled alot. I admit it did get annoying so I choose to speak.

"What?"I asked

"Oh...nothing"She answered shyly

"Then why are you staring?"I asked again, now I was irratated

"I just haven't seen you in a while. Thats all."she answered

"Then speak. staring like that makes you seem like a stalker."I assured

"Sasori, still the same insults I see."She opened up.

"I didn't change Setsuki.You just want me to."I assured her nicely just to see her smile.

I got a message from one of my suboridnates a while ago telling me I need to 'handle' some 'affairs' I asked Setsuki to acommpany me later after Penkaso and Kakuzu left for their mission.

"So Meiko you came from the cloud villlage, right...hmph?" Deidara asked quite nicely.

"Yes."She answered simply she is a nice girl I guess she doesn't feel like talking

"Didn't you already know that?"Hidan questioned

"Shut-up Hidan...hmph" He snapped

"Must you do that?"Penkaso asked

"What...hmhp?"

"She means that annoying little 'hmph' you do." Hidan helped in his only little immature way.

"It's just something I've grown use to...im sorry...hmph."

"Oh no it's just quite abnormal...as all."Penkaso told him nicely.

"Thats Deidara for you?"I added

"So where are the others?" Kakuzu asked being noisy

"Canamie is with Tobi,Kisame, Lakishima sitting at the table across from us."Setsuki answered calmy

"And Deizona?"Hidan asked in a hushed tone.

"I don't know"Mieko answered as she looked around.

"Didin't she come with you Setsuki...hmph?"he asked her making his feelings known to everyone at the table that paid any attetion to the whole thing.

If anyone noticed that she and Zetsu left a while ago.

.:Zetsu POV:.

I walked outside into the fucking cold to talk to Deizona.

"Yes Deizona. I was also hossen by the damn leader to speak to you."I assured

"I know he said you could help me...with something I don't know."She told me it seems she was letting her guard down.

"No, I needed your help." I started

Her attention removed to the left of myself it appeared she was speaking to Setsuki through her water clones being that she was still at the table with the others.

"I'am feared just because of my records. I see that your friends fear me aswell, correct?" I informed so she can tell me the same.

"I guess. I just don't see why."She said with no trace of fear.

"And you are not afraid of me?" I questioned

"No." she said with a light smile. "Why should I be?"

"I'am a cannibal, a split personality, and can have a conversation with myself."I admitted almost ashamed about who I am.

"So... you do have to eat don't you?" She said as if it was a joke.

"Yes. but what about the rest."I asked

"Your just misunderstood."She said sweetly. I can't believe that I'am feeling this way, but why do I feel this way I don't even know her to well. It feels like emotions....how could I allow thi to happen so damn fast.

"I could I be misunderstood if I'am not understandable in the first place?"I felt vulnerable to her words.

"Then don't you have Tobi, he understands you?"She asked


"He doesn't see the real me behind the flytrap."I added

"Then...I can help you understand." she assured placing her soft warm hands on my shoulder. "So you can go on."

"How can I understand him if I don't even understand myself...?"I asked a bit sad." I won't go on..."

"Then...I'll understand for you." She assured with a smile." And you'll go on with me with you."

-Back at the table-

.:Meiko POV:.

We sat there in this mindless chat, I guess it was okay since we all going to have to be friends.

"So Deizona is gone.."Hidan asked

"Why do you care,I thought you hated her?"Kakuzu questioned being cocky

"Shut-up, dumbass."Hidan snapped as always I couldn't help but laugh. He looked at me and asked "What?"

"Nothing..."I answered dumbly

"There's no point in lying.What are you laughing at?"He barked this time..hmm what an amusing dog.

"Nothing Hidan. Stop showing off already"I tried being nice.

"Excuse me?"He hissed. How childish of a man such as himself to act so dumbly. To think he can run us like dogs is disgraceful of him to do so. He is really giving this organization a bad name.

"Great, another disrespectful women."He sighed

"That is not what you said a while ago...hmph "Deidara added in I guess he is the nice guys of this table.

"Shut-up Deidara. This has nothing to do with you. Go play with your clay or something."He is so disrespectful.

"Why must you two argue everyday?"Sasori asked agravatived

"As soon as he stops being a child." Hmmm should he really be throwing in that card, at this moment?

"Nice come-back genius...hmph"Deidara snapped smugly

"And what is so genius about you? Your play-dough?"Hidan asked as he saw a opening to Deidara's emotions and went into his bag and pulled out a figure that looked like the charm hanging off of Hidan's necklace.

"As a matter of fact it is... Here Hidan... hmph"Deidara handed with a smile that resembled the one Deizona uses in battle...her taste for blood.

Hidan took the gift and looked at it carefully and BOOM.... It blew up.

"You Bastard!!!"Hidan hissed

"Clever."Kakuzu spoke in humor.

"Shut-up" Hidan barked

"Now that was asuming."Sasori said calmly with a warm smile on his face.

"Deizona is okay"Setsuki whispered to me and Penkaso

"How can you be so sure?" Penkaso questioned

"She was speaking to Zetsu-san."She assured our minds from anything harmfull.

I saw Sasori and Deidara nod at the thought from the corner of my eye. Hidan growled at the thought, I can tell by the wy his face crossed it's emotions of the thought.

"Kakuzu..."Penkaso said

"Hmm?" Kakuzu questioned as a hint to allow her to know he was listening while he was drinking his....whatever but it smelled horrible.

"The mission?" she asked simply.

"Oh yes. Will you need two or three hours?"

"I'll meet you in the front halls when I am ready." She assured and signaled to me to get up to help her pack. "Not at the front at the side to the right. That is a faster and...more interesting way to go maybe even pick up some money too."

"Hmm." Kakuzu said with a smirk." I like the sound of that."

"Yes...electifing if you ask me."Penkaso teased

"Funny"Setsuki added

"Hmm, Im going for more."I said from hunger

"I aswell" Penkaso assured

.:Setsuki POV:.

"Fat people." I teased and they smiled back

"Your friends are quite interesting."Sasori said...wait he's talking to me.

"Thank you, your's are pretty scary."I assured

"Heh, Hidan just has a bad temper. You know about Deidara. Kakuzu is greedy." Sasori explained quite nicely

"Sounds like the girls"I informed

"And Canamie?"He questioned

"Funny, cool and weird."I said with a giggle.

"Tobi...."Sasori answered with a sighs

And Deidara's face turned sour.

"Tobi? who is Tobi?"I asked

"You don't want to know."Deidara assured

"Yes you do."Kakuzu replaced his coment

"You know." Deidara answered putting his thumb up."Tobi...hmph"

"Oh, the mask masked guy" I said a bit excited

"Yes."Sasori answered simply.

"You seem distant."I stated in a whisper

"I'am?...maybe I should be closer."Sasori replied softly

"Im sorry?" I questioned his authority

"Break the wall that makes you think that." He said

"That sounds comfy."Hidan teased

"Why are you so mean?"I asked

"Why aren't you" He answered

"I don't know." I got a bit puzzled

"Or do you?" Hidan asked again " Are you afraid of conflict?"

"No, I don't." Okay now I'am irrated "No I am not."

"Sure..are you sure?"Hidan asked with humor.

"Is this funny to you?" I asked " What the hell is your problem?!"

"It's his way of 'investiating' you"Kakuzu took me out of the dark

"I do this to see how strong you are... Or choice to be. " Hidan informed "You seem weak is that it?"

"I...I don't know." I was so confused

"Hidan, drop it" A voice came out from no ones lips

"Your compulsively imbalanced."Sasori snapped

"Yeah right..."Hidan said with a smirk

Meiko and Penkaso got back to the table Zetsu took the seat Deizona was in which was one space from Deidara and I was across from her....wait allow me to explain; Hidan, Kakuzu and then it was Penakso and Meiko at one side then Me, Sasori Deidara blank and Zetsu.

"I feel tenison in this room."We heard a voice beside Zetsu as he walked back in the room.

"Hmm?"Deidara turned around and saw Deizona.

She looked so accomplished with Zetsu. Her hands playing with her headband, that was pressed around her skirt. With a warm face and a very small smile. My best friend...was happy.

"Hi." was all that spilted from her lips as she sat by Zetsu. "I'm sorry Suki-chan I didn't mean to leave but I had other affairs."

"It's okay Dei-chan" I assured lightly

"Didn't you two talk to each other the whole damn time?"Zetsu snapped

"I must explian Suki-chan." Deizona stood to me. "Zetsu has a spilt personality. So he has a Ying and Yang type....like being bi-polar without the...damage."

"Oh okay." I said confused

"Are you her lap-dog or something?" Hidan asked

"No. I'am her bestfriend, and protector." She spoke with pride.

"Hmm, I have to do something" She said as she looked at Sasori's puppet hanging on the wall with the time.

"Like what?"I asked

"Oh...I have to help with the arrangements for our being here." She answered me nicely and started walked slowly away.

"Okay have fun Dei-chan."I called and she walked back

"I always do Suki-chan." She assured and smiles lightly.

"Isn't to big of a scary world for a little girl such as your self?"Kakuzu teased.

"Heh, me...being afraid of the world? The world should be afraid of me." Deizona said with a smirk and whiched her hips to lean on her right side lightly and crossed he arms.

The way she could make us smile and Deidara blush. was so funny.

"Pretty cocky huh?"Hidan asked

"No, I just know I don't need to take my partner or anyone with me." She smirked evily "Like you need Kakuzu to hold your hand all the time."

"A tuff chick huh?"Hidan snapped

"No. I'am just a rough boy." She said with a giggle

She said that!! Making Kakuzu choke on his drink, I couldn't help but smile my hardest.

"Deizona!!" I shouted mildly

"Oh, my bad."She said in her own adorable way.

"So you changed that much huh..hmph?" Deidara questioned as his 'eye' to check out Deizona's figure once more to know that it was merely a joke.

"No. I believe in way that might interest you...hmph."She teased.

Sasori chuckled as he glanced over to Deidara's blushed face.

"Hmm, interesting" he said in a hushed tone.

"What was?" I asked

"The trap he falls into... Looks a bit fun."He admitted.

"Oh but wouldn't it get annoying?" I had to ask

"Not at all." He said I couldn't believe it, those words come out of his mouth? "I love a chase."

"Oh...okay" I said with a blush

"See what I mean?"He asked me in that same hushed voice as before.

"Was that surpose to be funny?"Hidan hissed

"No, It was funny."Meiko corrected her and Pen. were to busy eating eating I forgot they were at the table.

"Really? In what why?"Hidan asked

"I.don't...know. It just was." Meikop assured

"Hmm, okay."Hidan growled

"Did I upset you Hidan?"Deizona asked

"I see you know my name?" Hidan answered with a stall.

"Yeah, yeah, yeah. Just answer the question." Deizona snapped

"Ever since you stepped on this base."Hidan stood to look her in the eye.

"Good."She replied and stared back.

"Kakuzu, we should head off now." Penkaso said

"Yes we should. Gather some things and we'll meet...where you suggested."Kakuz said with a chukle.

Penkaso nodded and we cleaned the table and stood to leave.

"Hmm? Oh yeah good idea." Deizona agrees and looked at Deidara and left.

"I hope she missed me as much as I missed her...hmph." Deidara whispered to Sasori

"Yes. Missing someone would be nice." Sasori said noding off to me and walking with Deidara, Hidan Zetsu and Kakuzu.

It seems that Deizona went to see the leader about her 'affairs'. And we meet Canamie and Lakishima at the room. I sure hope this place is not it.


.:Hidan POV:.

I can't stand that bitch! Where the hell does she get off talking to me like that?

"Deidara, Sasori. I don't see how you two can be friends with...that...that rude little child!!" I shouted

"She not as bad as you make her seem...hmph. We also known her longer." Deidara protested

"She is really a nice...sometimes and quite funny."Sasori added

"Kakuzu, whats your excuse?" I hissed

"I like a good fight" was all he said as he packed his things.

"With here? Now contest." I said proudly

"Are you sure?" Sasori questioned

"Possitive."I answered

At that moment the door opened and stepped in was Itachi.

"Why are you all gathered here?" He asked

"Hidan i scomplianing again." Deidara answered him

"Again, what is it this time?" Kisame asked walking from behind Itachi.

"Deizona" Kakuzu said. That name sends chills down my back.

"The slient one?" Itachi questioned.

"Thats her."Sasori added

"Why?" Itachi acted as so he cared.

"Her anger...hmph." Deidara answered.

"I still don't see the point in your anger." Itachi said annoyed

"Okay let me get her...hmph."Deidara insteaded as he did hand signs and she appeared in the room.

"Nice..."Kisame said. How disgusting I mean she's a child.

In a matter of moments Deizona is in his arms.

"Why does Hidan hate you Deizona?" Itachi questioned

"I'am stronger then he is because I show no emotions"She said calmly.

"Shut-up." I barked

"No." She answered simply

"I can't stand you." I assured

"Then don't stand, sit."Deizona said smugly.

"Hmm, finally someone who is not coward." Itachi said with a head nod.

.:Deizona POV:.

"Hello Itachi, Are you ready to do our rounds?" I asked him lightly

"Oh...see." Itachi answered

"Well, Im good. Penkaso?" He walked out to go to the side hall.

"Why are you late?" Penkaso asked in humor

"Sorry. I got lost."he assured

The girls came to give Penkaso a hug and I was the only one missing and me and Itachi-san was done with our rounds so I ran to get there. If only art boy didn't stop me.

"Deizona, why the rush...hmph?"He asked me with a dying smile from laughing that I crashed into him.

"I have to say bye to Pen."I simply answered

I could feel his hands around my thighs, that was how he cought me then he stood to help me up. He took my hand pulling up into his arms. I don't know why but the way he looked into my eyes was a familar stare. I admitt I blushed from his warm body against mine, and those happy blueish-green eyes bounced around and the smell of his joy, such a big man to be a huge child.

"Then lets go." He assured and picked me up and took me to the side hall. I jumped off his back and bumped a wall and stood in front of her, she laughed at my performance and I hugged her then I called everyone to the main hall. After Penkaso and Kakuzu left.

"Okay so you all are aware of your partners correct?" I asked at first and thought it would be better if Zetsu-san explained


.:Zetsu POV:.

I got up out the seat and walked into front of every damn body

"Okay if you all didn't know you partners....you'd pretty much screwd to hell." I started off so fucking nicely." But thats why you have me."

"Setsuki and..dammit Sasori" I snapped " Hidan and Meiko, what an well thought out plan."

"Tobi and C-canamie" I teased, she does stual when talking. "Kyuketsuki and Itachi."

"Eww this one in ugly." I hissed" Lakishima and Kisame"

"Last and final fucking one." I barked" Deizona and Deidara."

And I walked peacfully back to my seat. Until I found out Kisame's big ass was siting in it. "Get the hell up" I shouted. He did so and with to go water his damn gills..Heh loser.

.:Deizona POV:.

"Is that what you went to do?"Setsuki asked me after having that same look of confusion on her face.

"Yes. I also moved our belongs in the room's with our Partner, with Itachi's sharingan."I explained

"Okay." Setsuki replied

Then Canamie and Lakishima walked into the hall with us. Kyuketsuki was already in her room sleeping. As always.

"Hey guys, where h-have you b-been?" Canaime asked

"We ate, laughed and said our good-byes to Penkaso."Setsuki informed

"She left on a mission with Kakuzu." Meiko added

"Hmm, w-where's D-deizona?"Canamie questioned I really didn't want to hear her so I left.

"Looking for Zetsu I believe."Meiko covered for me.

"So how are the guys without me?"Lakishima sked being cocky

"Hidan is pissed..at Deizona, Deidara is pleased, Sasori is humored and Itachi is entertained"Meiko assured

"So Know one asked for me?" Lakishima asked in such a pathetic manner.

"Probably Kisame, but noone listens to him." Setsuki assured

"Zetsu?" I asked for a far

"Hmm?" was all he said. Apperently he was either playing with the grass or...?

"What are you doing?"I asked a bit scared

He turn licking away the blood and wiping his face off. I forgot he is a cannibal.

"Eating..." He said so calmly.

"Why don't you have a partner?" I asked

"I'am at the Leader's side like his other men." He said with pride

"How many men?" I questuoned again

"Two."He replied

"Wow he doesn't trust anyone does he?"I asked

" Yes me, him and his other man." I believe he was referring to his split personality.

"Oh I see."I assured. he was now disapearing into the ground and then I was surprised by Setsuki, Meiko and...the others with a Akatsuki cloak. I hung it over my bed and admired it. Meiko, Setsuki, Canamie and Lakishima went to go explore the rest of the base I choose to stay behind.

I was outside like always when there was a gust of wind. It keep coming it settled so it was comfortable. I played in the wind like a child, or when Meiko was angry. Passing by from the inside window that is only visable from the inside was Sasori and Deidara.

.:Sasori POV:.
"Hidan is over reacting as I believe the women here are...interesting" I started

"...Hmph"Was all he could say....I sighed something is wrong.

"What is it now?" I asked

"you don't feel that chakara level?" He asked me with a strong face, like when I insult his art or when he is troubled

"It is rather high." I added and looked to she Deizona playing...well letting her body take in the wind. "It's Deizona, playing in the wind..sounds familar?"

"How cute...hmph" He commented

"Go to her." I teased "You know you want to."

"No...hmph" he turned away.

"Fine...'hmph'" I love this game.

"Stop that...hmhp"He hissed

"your making me sound stupid...hmph" He was angry...damn

"You do that on your own pretty well..."I stoped by his hand on my mouth.

"Don't do it...hmph"He assured

"Are you going?" I asked

"Yeah"He assured

We waved each other off and went our different ways.

.:Deidara POV:.

"Hey." I announced my presence as she turned to me.

"Hi, what brings you here?" she questioned me.

"Im always here when you star gaze."I explained
-The Girls-
"This place it big" Setsuki complained

"Yeah."Meiko said with a yawn

"S-sleepy?"Canamie asked

They all noded Setsuki and Canamie head off to their rooms.

"Hungry?" Lakishima complained

"Come on" Meiko sighed and took her along.

.:Guys POV:.

"Your not mad anymore?"Sasori asked

"No....i don't think so." Hidan replied.

"So why do you hate her so much?" Sasori asked once more.

"I remember her...from the village. She was helping out and when he Identiy was known she destroyed everything. So I vowed I get her back." Hidan explained

"Oh thats....interesting" Sasori teased

"Shut-up, Why do you call her your friend?"Hidan asked in return

"I was one of the guards that protect Setsuki with Deizona. They ae bestfriends like Deidara and I. But it was ruin because of the fact Deidara broke Deizona's heart because she loved him and he didn't tell her how he felt." Sasori explained

"Hmm, that explains it." He added

"Yeah. What about your attraction to Meiko?" Sasori asked

"She is not a coward." Hidan said

"That doesn't annoy you?" Sasori questioned

"Exactly now you get it." Hidan said a bit excited.

"No, I don't. Then again I'am a artist." Sasori said with a smirk

"Great, now you sound like Deidara."Hidan sighed

"Maybe so. He is a fellow Artist as well." Sasori Teased

"Hmm, Lakishima something rare." Kisame bragged

"Something rare and annoying."Itachi snapped

"I don't think so"Kisame snapped

"Very well...."Itachi shrugged

"That's it?"Kisame asked patheticly

"What else Iam I surpose to say to you Kisame?"Itachi snapped as he collected the last bit of his belongings.

"Nothing"Kisame said and watched him walk out

.:Deidara POV:.

"Why are you so cold...hmph?"I asked

"I'am not the sun."was all she left me with

"Okay...hmph" I agreed

"I'am nice to some" she paused and looked in the willow tree's leaves. "Like you, Meiko, Setsuki, Penkaso, Sasori, Tobi, Zetsu, and Canamie...in a way."

"Why not Hidan?" I felt the need

"I have my reason. I know him." She stopped

"I know."I said as she looked at me confused "Hidan told me."

"So that's why he treats me that way?"She asked me with so much hurt." I guess he is not ready for future of the worlds challenges...and if he doesn't like my challenges then maybe e's not ready for the world."

"Deizona...hmph"I called she turned away. "You were framed at 13 for murder, on your own at 14. Abused since then til' 15. I know because you opened up to me. You cried to me...hmph. So Deizona is that why your so cold?"

Deizona just turned away, with her arms hugging herself. Leaning on thw weeping willow I walked to her.

"Oh um...Deizona. Im sorry...hmph."I said sadly

"About what?"she asked as if nothing was wrong.

"Yelling at you...hmph"I assured

"No your right. I'am a coward, I hide behind my pain with anger and I lie..." She said in a hushed tone. "My mother was right....I'am useless, and my father told me I'd never make it in this world. They were right."

"Deizona...their wrong, your not useless your more like priceless...hmph. You can't not make it, because you made almost everything possible...hmph. Huh? Deizona, are you crying....hmph?"I asked steping behind her putting my hands on her shoulders.

"..Why" She said practically shaking.

"Why are you pulling away from me...hmph. You promised when we would meet again you would never do it again...hmph." I assured

She turned to me with tears streaming down her face. Her face was emotionless and her eyes told a heartbreaking story.

"Your...hmph." I was stopped by her hand

"Afraid." She said and left she ran to our room coving her face from Sasori-danna, he stopped her and looked in her eyes with such concern. She shook her head from him and finished her running.

"Deidara..."my danna called to me

"Hmph...?"I hinted that I was listening

"Let's go." He order. I knew better then to disagree so I followed and we went into my room.

.:Sasori POV:.
Infiltrations a matter of the heart takes over the Akatsuki base as the air is filled with tenison. Deizona has felt for Deidara for a while, now that he is back in her life she doesn't know how to deal. Setsuki and Sasori have their feelings but it doesn't stand in their way, Setsuki is to shy and Sasori is confident enough to know where he stands in her heart.

"I don't know but I feel the need to ask. What is wrong?"I asked in concern

"Hm? Oh nothing."he said it a huge lie.

"Are you sure?" I asked tring no to laugh

"Oh yeah."he lied again

"Your a horrible liar." I assured

"Excuse me...hmph?" He snapped

"See, when your okay or show emotions you say 'hmph' or 'yeah'. In the past sentences there was nothing" I am good at this.

"It's just to much to take in now...hmph." He complianed

"Hmm."I am really getting tired of his complaining

"This past of hers...hmph" He started

"Deidara..."I called

"I know it was difficult but that doesn't mean it has to be such a big deal..hmph"He is starting to whine now.

"...Deidara..."I called once more

"So why doesn't hurt so much...hmph?" he is now trying to be angry okay. His whining has gone far enough.

"Deidara!!"I shouted

"Hmph?" He asked

"You say you know all of her past and her hurt you don't know what she has been through. How dare you asume everything can be fogotten when, your the one choking her with the memories! How dare you punish her for that?" I was now angry

"I...I don't...hmph" He through his head band off denting the wall. I almost forgot about how strong he is and all. " Why the hell do I always do this!! What the fuck is wrong with me...hmph."

"I know the stories of her. the murder, the fire, and the blood. Mainly the tears. I was there."I assured "Let's go get your partner."

"Yes danna." he turned to me as we walked out the room " Why am I the one to ruin things?"

"Because" I started " your an idiot."

-In the hallway where Deizona knocks on the door of Setsuki and Sasori stay.-

.:Setsuki POV:.

"Okay...okay...I can't cry in front of you." Deizona said trying to calm down before I speak.

"Well if you were, you wouldn't be crying nor talking to yourself."I teased

"Yeah well"she answered a little better then before

"So what's wrong?" I asked

"Deidara..."Was all she said I smiled

"Oh that's all." I giggled "he's just trying to help."

"I know" she soften her eyes." it just makes me think that sometimes he is doing this on purpose."

"No, Remembering is how he is tring to stop your pain."I explained

"Okay, so what about you and Sasori-Sama?" She asked

I blushed.

"I thougt so." she teased

"How did you figure that?"I asked

"The way your eyes glow when he walks in the room. Or you warm smile when he speaks to you." she explained

-Sasori and Deidara are having the same conversation that Setuki and Deizona are having-

"Your still an Idiot."I teased once more

"What...hmph?!?!"He snaped

"Just admit that your afraid your feelings."Setsuki and Sasori agreed

"Okay..no"Deizona protested

"Why?"Setsuki asked

"Because...I already did."Deizona confessed

"I noticed."Setsuki teased

"Coward.."Sasori added

"No, I just show my fears, Sasori-danna...hmph." Deidara complined

"Expose yourslef to what you fear most..." Sasori informed

"What if I fear can be taken and never be given back?"He asked

"Impossible. After that your fear has no power." I added

"My fear has more power then what you know...hmph. I don't know how to deal...hmph"He complained

"Your fear and freedom will shrink and vanishes." I'am trying to make this easy on his little mind

"What next...hmph?"if he ask me one more equestion.

"You are free."I finshed

"Why aren't you free?"he felt the need to question me.

"Hmm?"Okay now I'am confused

"Setsuki-Chan."He replied

"She is tense thats is her 'eyes' beholder."I informed and we walked to my room to get Deizona.

"So are you going to sleep here?"I asked her

"No Suki-chan."She assured "I want him to come get me. So go to sleep Setsuki."she said nicely"

"You don't have to tell me twice."I teased

.:Deidara POV:.

I saw Deizona leaving Setsuki's room, she looked happy now. Her eyes were not puffy at all and she was shaking her head to move around her hair. Sasori gave her a light hug. She did the same and walked pass me but with just a pat on the shoulder. I guess she was okay now. We went our sperate ways she went for a small walk and I cleaned up in the room a bit.

.:Deizona POV:.

I walked far from the base in the land of river, I didn't mind I knew the way back, there I saw the strangest figures. I saw their headband's; one from the village of smoke and the other from the village of clouds..Meiko's village.

"...You."Benkei called, I turned to see they were ANBU black ops.

"Who are you?"Juugo asked, he was the ninja from the smoke village. A trained cold blooded murderer.

"Deizona."I saw that Benkei wanted to know more so I finished the statement "From the village among the stone. And you two are?"

"Juugo from the village among the smoke."He started "Working with the leaf "

"Benkei from the village hidden in the clouds. I ened up in the smoke after my host sister murdered my family, and blew me away."I don't believe I asked for Benkei's whole story.

"Hmm, the friendly stone village."Juugo insulted

"Have you heard of the member's that betrayed their village and left?"Benkei asked, how noisy.

"No..."I answered

"Then what's wrong with your headband?"Juugo asked. I forgot of the deep puncture in the headband.

"I was just on a mission and My emenies last hit."I lyed

"I see, so why are you here?"Benkei asked being friendly, it's not smart to let your guard down.

"Because I care to be, and it is a free feild."I answered smugly.

"Do not get smart with me, I refuse to be insulted by someone I do not know."Benkei said offened

"And who are you to me?... Know one important."I said as I turned around, disappearing in my black flames.

"She will be remembered, her chakara level is high, and her look fits the details."Juugo informed Benkei as he checked out the new shinobi.

"Nice..."was all slipped through Benkei's lips and they left.

-The Next Day-

Meiko woke up and went into the bathroom, after taking a shower she walked out ready for the day to see Hidan, just after his prayer's to the Dogma.

.:Hidan POV:.

Meiko walked out the bathroom, and when she saw me she rolled her eyes, as if I did something to her. Well I did kinda insult her and her friends.

"Good Morning, Hidan."Meiko said lightly to put on her Akatsuki cloak.

"Oh, the same to you."I said merrily to be polite. "How can you women wear those shoes?"

"Um excuse me?"She turned to me "I believe I need more then that."

I sighed and got up, looking for my cloak.

"Good morning, Meiko."Was all I could say. How can she get to me so easily,man? Dude that's just not right.

"Laterz."She said befor slipping out of the door.

"Where you going?"I felt the need to ask.

"I'll see you later,bye."She practically shouted.

.:Setsuki POV:.

I heard the little 'tiff' Meiko and Hidan had so I wanted to know what it was about.

"What was all of that?"I questioned

"Nothing, just that before we came to this base, if I want something to try as hard as I want to get it."She answered me so determined it made me feel like I'm the only one here with no exact goal in this place.

"Interesting, so do you want to eat with me?"I asked nicely

"With you is a maybe, but eating is a yes."Meiko said with a smile

"Shut-up, lets go."I ordered

"Maybe we'll run into Canamie and Deizona. "Meiko suggested

"I miss Pen. I know she just left the base but I still..."I was stopped by Meiko's cold laughing.

"You should be stronger."She said coldly.

"I don't feel like listening to this, from at least of all you."I snapped. She looked at me as if she was Hidan, how dare she tell me what I should be.

"I'am just doing..."I cut her off with a glare

"What your host-brother would...Yeah what I thought."We walked in silence the rest of the way.

We got to the caf and got our food, and sat down with Lakishima and Canamie, Kyuketsuki went on a go see with Orbia-san. It seems that everyone has found their way except Meiko, Lakishima and I.

Tobi approached us with confidence.

.:Tobi POV:.

I saw her with her friedns and this time Kisame wasn't there to ruin my cool style. So I walked over and saw her friends and her looking at me.

"Hello, and who are you?"I asked

"Oh me. Im Lakishima."She said with a smile

"Oh, thanks, But I wasn't talking to you."I said shortly and turned to her.

"Oh who me?"She asked. She kinda talks funny

"Yes."I answered

"Ca-namie, your Partner."She replied

"What?"I asked because I was nerevous.

"Canamie...and your Tobi right?" She said alittle mad "We met yesterday."

"Oh yes I remember, I was just a little off."I defened.

"Yes You should remember what is going to be useful to you."She didn't snap but didn't sound pleased at all.

"Im sorry. It's a pretty name by the way. Im of course Tobi."I said lifting my thumb.

Setsuki giggled with Meiko and they whispered that I was weird. It hurt to hear that so I just started to leave, until I bumped into Sasori and he placed a hand on my shoulder and nodded. I guess that's how he says he is sorry for people's mistakes.

"Hello Tobi, Girls."Sasori spoke first.

"Hi."Setsuki answered but he was disapointed, to even acknowledge her.

"How are you"Sasori asked the group again the girls nodded and I still had my thumbs up so..yeah.

"Okay and you."She asked back

"Sasori, you don't look so good."Meiko added

"Yeah, I know. Deidara is sad and when he is sad he talks..to me."After finishing that sentence Meiko laughed and Canamie smiled, what a beautiful smile it was.

Her hair pulled back neatly into a pony tail, her bangs in different parts of her head. The glasses she wore made her look even more intelligent than she already was. I guess her favorite color is orange since she wore a big orange bow around her waist, Her kimono was black with the Akatsuki marking's on it, I guess Deizona helped her and the rest of the girls with that.

When she opened her mouth to speak it felt like the room stopped, when she got up to walk away, time froze and there was no one ther but her and I. I don't know how or why I feel this way. I'am just glad I do, What I see in her beautiful brown eyes is a second chance, to know that meaning of companship.

"I don't see what is so funny..."Sasori snapped

"It's just kinda cute to me."Setsuki informed

"Well, I didn't ask. The fact that your telling me this is wasting my time."Sasori anger went to a mild conversation starter.

"Oh.."Setsuki stopped talking after that.

After a while we all went our different ways Meiko went to see what Hidan was doing..in the room..alone. Canamie and I are walking to get to know each other's fighting skills...oh boy. Setsuki went to follow Sasori.

.:Sasori Pov:.

"Setsuki.."I called since she was walking one foot away from me.

"Yes..?"She answered

"Do I annoy you that much? That you have to keep talking to me when there's a group involed, like your going to fade. Are you afraid you'll disapear?"I asked

She looked at me as if I hurt her feelings, If she cries..I sure hope not.

"W-What?"She asked in a stupid way

"When I'am around your tense, you can never shut-up and you keep looking at me."I added

"No I just...It's complicated, And like I said I haven't seen you in a while so I.."I cut her off.

"Don't lie to me..it is irrating to wait for the truth."I snapped in my mind, but not out of my mouth. "Im not trusted it that it?"I asked

"No not at all."She protested

"Thank you for pointing me in te right direction before I make a fool out of myself."I said lightly and I don't know what made me do it but I kissed her forehead and left.

.:Deidara POV:.

I went into the hallway from sleeping in Kakuzu and Penkaso's room, going to Deizona and my room she opened it before I could knock in her nite clothes and huged me tightly around my neck. She was off of the floor so I huged her back.

She was warm I placed my hand on her hips going along her back to hug her back and took her in our room. I was leaning against the wall, why she didn't let go I don't know. I didn't mind to have her warm body pressed to mine. Her scent was jasmine, her hair's was cinnamon. She let go and looked at me.

"Im sorry..."Was what slipped through her lips.

"It's okay, I guess yesterday I was looking for something familiar...hmph."I informed

"I understand, I just had to think about what and how you were protecting me...I was selfish." Deizona was always more reasonable in the morning, or when ever she woke up.

"Don't worry about it...hmph. How did you sleep...hpmh?"I ask

"I was cold...and it was silent, but it was okay." Deizona said in her sweetess voice. She had just got done adding her things in the room,our stuff looked good together. "You?"

"...Hmph."I answered with a light smile that made her blush.

She stood to streach and went to the hidden window, I'm sorry to disrespect her like this but, If I knew she looked like this when she slept I would have kept her warm last nite. She was wearing a Fishnet shirt with a black thing...that covers her self, and some black shorts. She walked into the bathroom and came out with her skirt and armor on.

"You slept that good,huh?"She asked and sat on her bed.

"Yes..hmph. SO this is our room huh..hmph?"I asked

She got up and looked at my mechanical eye.

"Yes it is.."Deizona answered lightly. She picked up a brush and started to brush her hair..wait that is mine.

"Hey...hmph."I shouted mildly

"What?"She asked confused

"That's mine..hmph."I said getting closer to her and she backed up.

"Then come get in."She teased thinking I wont come after her.

She went to the mirror infront of my bed and I came in front of her and asked for my brush by offering my hand she smiled slightly, but she didn't give it to me I tried to get it but I could get it without touching her.

I took off my cloak and got closer as she twisted her body to keep the brush out of my reach. She put it behind her back in her Armor's strap where her weapon bag is, and showed me her hands and I made a clay spider to check it indicated that it was behind her back and I reached for it, we fell and I was on top of her.

WIth my hand just barely grazing her ass, I moved it from the look at her face she had a flushed face. I got up and helped her up and I fixed my shirt and grabed my cloak.

We stood looking at each other...I think we know what and where we are now.

.:Kakuzu POV:.

We were in battle and things were getting heavy, and Penkaso hasn't broke a sweat. She makes me look like a rookie...but if I let my guard down I'll be done for.

"Penkaso!! don't put your guard down or you'll be dead.!!" I shouted as if she was Hidan.

"Of course Kakuzu, I'am not and Idoit."SHe snapped.

"Then handle it!"I snapped back

"I'll give you a shock if you don't shut the hell up!!" She said as she lifted her arms up to the sky and down stricking her victim.

And it was over..just like that I went over to collect the hearts that I will be needing later for my replecment demons. I gathered the money with Her help and we left. We set up camp in a near by land to the base. But it is still to far.

"That was amazing, Penkaso."I gave her the props she earned

"I know..and your fighting skill's are quite..out there."Penkaso was so up-front with everything. Like she had nothing to hide in all of this.

"You not the one to waste time I see."I teased

"I know I'am good.. So why do I have to show it to the world before me, their going to die if the come across me anyway." She stopped with a smile "Unless your always mad and torture like Meiko or were born to be held in a enternal vain like Deizona."

"I head about that. What about Setsuki?"I asked

"She can take you out in a small amout of time, but just chosses to wait.."She said with a sense of pride.

"I noticed that, what about Canamie?"I asked

"...Skilled."I don't think she knew much about her fighting skills from the way she answered it.

"Kyuketsuki...and Lakishima?"I asked at once

"Kyuketsuki you have to ask Deizona because I personally haven't seen her fighting skills. Lakishima on the other hand, life breaking."She said with great disappointment.

"What do mean by that?"I felt the need to ask.

"She takes far to long in battle, with the wrong person she'll die."She reminded me of someone always speaking of death.

"And you?"I asked with a smile

"You seen me. Why should I explain any farther."She said I couldn't help but laugh.

"Cute..."Slipped through my lips

She turned to me a bit confused, the way she did sent a shiver down my spine. She was electorifing indeed.

"Your confidence, I never knew a woman could have one as big as a man."I said being a little stupid.

"Hmm, that's something your small mind should get use to if you all have to live with us."She said and looked into the lake we were by.

She didn't touch it because it would remind her of what she hated. She wouldn't tell me nor anyone else but the girls and Deidara. I knew because before we left to pack she went to him for comfort. She was one of the most beautiful woman I ever seen. Her hair, the blonde looked worked for eveyone..well almost everyone, she made it her own and dyed brown and streaks of pink.

Her body was breath taking. She was not afraid to hide anything the rather large v-cut down her chest, and Tide clothing proved my point. She even modified the Akatsuki cloak with pink fluffy stuff...pink.

.:Group POV:.

"So Deizona..tell me about your past."Hidan broke her sweet silence

"Why..?"Deizona asked

"Because everyone knows but me and I want to know.."Hidan lied

"It was sad. Some died, some lied, one cried, four wittnessed it, one relives it every damn day of her life...anything thing else."Deizona answered smugly "mostly broken..."

"Explain all the roles please.."Hidan was pushing it.

"You don't have to answer it Deizona."Deidara protected her as always.

"Well mother and father died, and so did any other family member that had something to do with it. Deidara lied as well as my thinking. I cried..The wittnesses were Sasori, Setsuki, Deidara and an unknown ninja that got away. I relive this, because I'am surpose to be dead. "She finished leaving one out.

"And what was broken?" Zetsu asked in the calm tone he has.

"Good question. My heart actually Zetsu-san."Deizona answered him with a smile.

It was only Sasori that saw behind Deizona's smile was everything she didn't want to understand, Her saddness, her pain, remorse and the thing she hated most...her tears.

"Deizona.."Setsuki whispered because she saw it too.

Deizona ruffled her hair to catch the tears that fell and she laughed. It was fake but at least Hidan bought it.

"Now Hidan, It has been saids that you hate Deizona..is that true?"Meiko asked

"Yes it is..and she should know why."Hidan snapped at Deizona.

"Deizona do you know why?" Setsuki questioned

"No, I don't believe I do."Deizona answered and lifted her head with her chakara level rising.

"You don't remember the mission you were given because there was an attach on a little girl with a little boy they were about 15. They were sent to the unknown village that was a few miles away because that young ninja's attached. He was only having fun. That little girl's partenr was taken hostage and she went head on with that nija and dodged his ritual, causing the dogma to be displeased and murder half of the members?"Hidan barked with anger

"The Jashin...and it was me and Deidara. You killed a ninja in the stone village that was dear to that little girl...her blood cousin."Deizona smiled at Hidan.

Hidan got up from his seat and grabed Deizona's neck lifting her up she didn't flinch, It was as if she wanted to die then and there.

"You smile at disrespecting my god!!"Hidan barked "Man, Thats not cool!!"

"To hell with your god. You are nothing but a group of sataness that have nothing better to do with you lives, you kill and say doing nothing more is a sin?!? What dumbass believe's that."Deizona yelled from her throat being crushed and her air being shortened from every word she said.

Deidara grabed Hidan's arm and with the mouth in his palm nipped at Hidan's skin, Sasori used his puppet string's to control Hidan letting Deizona go. Setsuki ran to Deizona's side and used her medical jutsu to heal her neck and to make her breathing easier.

"What the hell is wrong with you!!"Meiko snapped



"Don't you dare tell me I was wrong, dude would you let anyone disrespect your god like that?!?"Hidan shouted at Meiko

"You were wrong. And my god doesnot matter in this world."Meiko snapped

"Then what the hell do you worship, those damn Hokagae's of yours?~"Hidan barked as he got out of Sasori's attach.

"I hate everything about that damn village and everything it stands for."Meiko hissed

Hidan walked to her as Meiko pushed him away.

"You are nothing but a performer."Hidan snapped

"Oh and like your the real thing, all you do is talk about how important it is not to sin and to respect your god. You can't get respect without showing it first."Meiko replied.

"And what is your respect from pretending to be who you are not, dude thats not good."Hidan started smugly

"This has gone to far Hidan stop it..."The leader's voice echoed frightened Deidara, and Setsuki even Meiko.

"Yodaime, what is the meaning of this?"Deizona shouted

"What?"He answered

"She mean's Leader..sir..Why are you here...hmph?

"I came to speak to my daughter...."The leader's voice made a lonely thump in Setsuki's stomach and butterflies dance in Deizona's stomach for her friend.

"Yes, Father?"Setsuki questioned

"Have Deizona escort you to my office in the other part of the cave, We need to talk."Meiko and pure panic in her heart at the person who she practically sold her soul to.

.:Sir Leader's Pov:.

I watched from my teleportation divices that Setsuki and Deizona were walking Deizona stopped a while back and before Setsuki opened the door, I opened it for her...she entered.

"Yes father?"She questioned, just like Aoi...

"I asked you to come to me to explain you position being here."I started off calmly, but the sight of her just sickened me.

"Okay, what is it?"She asked eagerly

"It's simple actually, you don't have one."I snapped

"Why..is this so hard to understand?"She asked in a trembling tone.

"Your not strong enough."I answered her coldly

"Your wrong."She snapped

"Oh, am I?"I asked quite amused

"Im stronger than you think,Father!!"She was yelling now..

"Then why do you need someonw else to fucking protect you!! huh?!?" I don't think it's proper for your child to be yelling at you.

"She has made a promise to protect me with her life, It was made with my mother before her last hour's, and last time I checked Deizona was not dead!"She snaped at me..again.

"Oh really, and how powerful would you be without her. Do you think you would be as strong as you say you are?!"I am getting tired of this arguing.

"Yes I do. As a matter of fact I know."She said alittle cocky. " I don't appericate the fact that you feel it's okay if you bad mouth my friends."

"Friends, now you sound as pathetic as you mother."I snapped ans turned away to walk to the outside of my quaters.

"Don't you dare do this now. Not here!!!"she yelled as she walked after me "How dare you, don't you have any respect for the dead?!?"

"Respect..by that you mean for YOUR mother right?"I turned to her.

"Who the hell else are we talking about."She was practically growling.

"Well, for...that matter...I have no respect."I said coldly, I could see her fist tighting the flesh she was riping off, why didn't she hit me already.

"Aoi!! Father her name is Aoi. She not a 'matter' nor 'that matter' Why can't you ever say her name?"She yelled. I can hear her saddness leaking out time after every memory shoots through her mind

"The dead are dead, and so is everything about them. She is no acception."I said and turned away from her..again, why can't I stand the sight of you..?

"How could you be so cold towards the one you once loved and shared evey awaking moment with?"She snapped.

I looked back from the corner of my eye, I saw her crying...It made me even more disgusted at her..at the memories she tried to give me.

"A true shinobi shows no emotions, they show no emotions for others."I answered "it only makes the person a poor example for a ninja, and bring's shame on every citizen in that village."

I looked at her once more, and grunted from my disgust. How could you cry in front of the one person who can determine your fate in a blink of those deep blue eyes of you...Your useless.

As a ninja...mourner....tool.. and a daugther, I pointed towards the door.

"Go, you making me fucking sick to my stomach. Where did I go wrong in rasing you, maybe I should have killed your mother with my bare hands instead I was denied the pleasure."I said hiding my smile

"What? You bastard!!" She shouted and punched my acrosses the face...hmm, that hurt, I guess she should know now.

"You know that your mother was murdered by Gaara because he was in the wrong mood. She wanted to see what the problem was and she was murdered for being in the wrong place, for me at the right time, heh."I said looking at her now I was grinning ear to ear. "Your friends I can respect,and you do know why. Well let me explain. They killed for being disrespected, even for just being alive."

"Like Penkaso, for being a child of the Gods of lighting. Meiko for being adopted and wiping out the part of the village for cursing her name. Deizona, heh...for going Itachi on her mother, father and everyone else she held close to her heart Im surprised Deidara is still alive. They killed to protect, destroyed everything in their path to greatness, or to what greatness stops at from here. She wanted..no needed that Akatsuki, not the other way around.So answer me now"I asked as I looked at her head on"Why are you so weak?"

.:Setsuki POV:.

I ran out of the room I don't care where I am going I just hope it's not in this room with that man. I got far enough to walk down the quite halls of the cave, I can't stop cring, hearing the man who was my father, who married the woman I know as mother..they made me. How could he speak that way of the person I cherished the most.

I was walking down the hallway and I felt a warm embrace as my head was burried into a warm chest, before I could pulled away a warm caming voice said "Don't cry suki-chan..it's not worth it,no he's not worth it."It was Deizona...

"He doesn't care....How can't he care?!?"I asked her frantically.

"A man that can't show his emotions,is not a shinobi, he is a illusion of someone, they hate to become."Deizona alwas knew what to say, but how does she know.

I lifted my head from her cold armor to numb the feeling of losing it all, I see what my father means she is always there for me. But what about the times I may not want her to be there? I rested my head on her shoulder, Listening to her hushed angered words of sorrow tring to understand this pain..how dare you try, when you weren't asked to understand. As teammates in this organization more importantly were bestfriends and we killed, protected, honored and tears crossed the line for this friendship, I wonder if we never met under those circumstances would she even care if I was breathing.

"He woouldn't even say her name.."I uttered out lightly

"Heh, what a coward."She said with humor, how could she even think this was funny."Setsuki, would Aoi want to see you cry?"

I shook my head and wiped my eyes. I saw Deizona's light smile and I also saw her sadness in her eyes, she wasn't joking around she hiding her pain to make mine go away..but why would she care like this.

We walked down the hallway Deizona didn't seem to mind that I clung to her so easily like this, It was as if she wasn't there walking into the living arrangements of the Akatsuki lair. We met up with Sasori and Deidara. I went to Deidara because I knew he'd hug me and Sasori told me he'd see to what he could do to make me feel better later.

.:Kyuketsuki POV:.

I was just leaving Orbia's office near the leader's quater's She told me I had the right stuff for this place...I'm not surprised I mean it's only natural to a born killer....


I saw my cousin, Deizona how were related didn't matter to me because I knew she wouldn't step in my way, let alone would her fighting not leave me speechless. She was with those weird friends of her's I remember she told me a story about Deidara, she thought he masterbated because of his hands... And that Sasori got his puppet's to play with him. But that was only out of boredom? I went to her and pulled her away while eveyone elses was wondering when the hell I got there she knew I was there the whole time...the Darkness is a friend of hers and would never lie to her...

"Deizona.."I asked she turned her head to me only the right side of her body tilted my direction and that damn eyebrow of hers was arched..indicated that she was listening.

"Where is my room?"I asked I guess she understood since I have not been here at all, she then escorted me to my room.

"So have you met Itachi yet?"I asked since he was my partner

"Yes he's interesting."She answered with out a care that I asked her anything

"Well, do you think he will get in my way?"I need to know and she was the type to watch her surroundings.

"No not at all."She started to...smile? "Just make sure you stay out of his.."And disappeared as she left the door open to my room, I went straight to sleep.

.:Kisame POV:.

I was walking down the hall from my go see mission with Lakishima, she needed a shower so I told her I'd get her some food and she'd go to sleep shortly after. She is beautiful, smart and a skilled fighter. Her only flaut id she talks to much...but that will takes some time to get use to, since I was paired with the Uchiha the silent type. I saw Deizona walking down the hall. I haven't spoken to her personally but I guess now was the time.

"Deizona.."I called

"What?"She asked as she stoped in her tracks

"I heard about what happen between you and Hidan..I was wondering, why are you this way?"I asked nicely

"I was troubled as a child, Kisame...Let me ask you this, if this hadn't gone around the lair, would you be talking to me?"She asked in a Itachi tone, Like irrated but nice.

"Well, honestly no. I would have talked to you eventually but.."She cut me off with a live threathening glare with those amber eye's of her, just..scared me?

"Then pretend like eventually hadn't come yet..No pretend like Im dead."And she walked off...

Scary Chick...

.:Deidara POV:.

I was walking back to the room, it was the end of the day for me and my partner, but she was now where to be found. I stayed with Setsuki and Sasori until Setsuki went to sleep and Sasori shortly after they have a mission tomorrow and three in the morning is when Kakuzu and Penkaso will come back. I was laying on my bed looking at Deizona's side of the room, why she didn't mind her things just sitting out in the open, and by things I meant...'things' man I remember the good old days with the four of us. Sasori, Setsuki, Deizona and I where we didn't know what sex was. So much easier now that I see, she still kept those pictures of us.

She walked into the room, practically striping in front of me, not really just her armor. I guess it would be hot under there.

"Hi Deidara..."She uttered lightly, in that special voice I like so much....it's been three months and I still can't be close to her without remembering.

"Hey..hmph."I replied

"How was your day?"She asked and put on her sock thingies. I guess that's how she is getting confortable.

"Good, and yours...hmph?"I asked

"Mine? It was fun actually until I ran into Kisame. He was polite at least, but my day could have been better."She trailed off sitting on the floor by my bed, she was looking at me with those little puppy dog eyes.

Her face was so gentle, her hair was soft against my fingers as I played in it lightly.

"How could it had been better?"I asked looking into her amber eyes.

"If I had saw you, I know you worry about me. Sasori told me, it seems like I see more of Hidan then you.... and for some strange reason, that makes me sad." She looked up at me with a light blush, it wasn't noticable to the naked eye but to my scooping eye..I could see it clearly.

"You seem to be alot of things lately, I mean your working with Itachi...hmph. Your also the only one that got through to Zetsu, you are a strange reason to keep busy...hmph."I teased her lightly

"Yeah well, Zetsu is just misunderstood, Itachi is feared for the wrong reasons. It's not a big deal."She pushed her compliments away, as if I wasn't good enough to give them to her.

"What, you have been closer to Sir Leader to see his face, other than Setsuki but I don't think she wants to look at that face...hmph. Deizona, ever since you been here you changed alot, not to mentioned put everyone in a place that shows them your not as easily frightened Hidan for example, and you and your friends made us see women need respect as shinobi's like men do...hmph. You are a big deal, well in my eyes you are...hmph."

What did I just do? I don't know where those words came from and how they came out, I guess it was word vomit.

She blushed lightly and sat up, looking at me... The way her eyes stared directly at my soul sent a chill down my spine.

"I think your just having some old feelings."She said calmly. She got up and moved away and sat on her bed and wrote on the wall 'Determination' and 'Pride' a thunderstrom started and it was as dead in this base as...well as it always is.

I was in my bed looking over to Deizona she was under her covers sitting up. If I can remember clearly, she doesn't like the thunder because of that day. I got up wraped my arms around her no matter if she didn't like it, she fell asleep in my arms.

.:Orbia POV:.

I was returning from a mission, and saw Penkaso out in the rain, without a cloak or jacket. Her hair blwling ing the wind, with a strong amout of anger on her face, tears in her eyes. In the distance i saw another blonde, Deidara.

He hugged her lightly. She ripped away from him. Screaming he pulled her back . Gripping to one of her hands the other lifted to the sky. Ligthening struk on both of them. Taking them to the air,it was a slow fall. but it was a fast thump. I would go help but Deidara got up and took her to the base.

.:Deidara POV:.

I never ever wanna feel that again!!!!!! Oh that hurt so much!!!

Penkaso is out cold. I knock on Kakuzu's door, her partner and he takes her ad puts her to sleep and he does the same. I don't know why I didn't see it. Everyone's break-down is so...well, interesting.

Setsuki and her flashbacks, Meiko and her hiding, Deizona and her...um yeah. Penkaso and her remorse, I don't think they came as perpared as they planned.