So Im thinking of ways to deal with this.
Do I drop dead? Yeah, drop dead, right.
Faint? Wouldn´t that make a perfect scenery for two lovers.
Fake a seizure? Totally romantic, yet so over-done.
Maybe I should just turn around and walk the other way?
Gah~! Don´t look him in the eye!!!
What am I doing?
It was just a stupid dream, relax.
It´s not like you HAVE to talk to him.
You could just say hi and walk past him.
You don´t even have to say hi , though that would be weird and he´d start to suspect something.
Just look at him, say hi and get the heck out of there.
I´m so hopeless...
„How are you?“
Damn!!
I looked up to meet Sasuke´s eyes glaring at me like I was a wonder.
Seriously, I had never seen such peculiar set of eyes.
„I-I..yeah, um, Im good.“
What the hell is wrong with you?!?
It´s not like you-....
Now wait a minute..
It can´t be..
really..
me?
I like him, dont I?
I actually like him.
Took you long enough.
ABORT MISSION!!! You aren´t ready to talk to him yet!!
„Sakura-san will do a check up on you around 3PM, so don´t get too lost.“
„Yeah, I wont, I´ll just go...this way now,“ after saying that, I marched in an unknown direction.
Seriously, I had no idea where I was going. I just kept on walking.
I probably left Sasuke pretty confused. I hope he´s not on to something. Everyone with a little sense would notice.
Come oooon~
He isn´t even your type.
Like you have one.
Of course the dream came to mind now.
He was so close to me.
I almost dream-kissed him.
That kinda means hot sex in real life, right?
Or was it the other way around..
Sheesh, just focus on things that matter!!
Like Kagetora.
Is he really alive?
Can I trust Hinata?
She may be lying. She maybe be a spy for that chick who supposedly blew up Kagetora.
Maybe she found out I was alive and in case I remembered something, she sent a spy to kill me.
I have to keep an eye on Hinata.
Ah, what am I saying.
I sound like a spy myself.
I must be delusional.
I probably am.
Thinking about hooking up with Sasuke. A guy I don´t even know.
Ugh, what the hell?
Khm, while you are trying to figure out whether to listen to yourself or yourself, how about you notice that door right in front of you.
Of course I didn´t notice it before it hit me right in the face. Yes, literally.
„Ouch, damn door, mind you!“ I yelped. Friggin door doesnt know his way around..
„Haha, are you ok?“
I rubbed my head for a short second and looked up.
Is he wearing make up?
„Oh, err, yeah, Im ok.“
Notice how Im not even slightly embarrassed. That´s just the way I roll.
No, actually, Im pretty clumsy so it really isnt a surprise that I fall over every little thing.
I was offered a hand and, as I was afraid to fall again as Id try to get up, I took the hand.
„Thanks, I must have been pretty distracted.“
„Love?“
I pulled a serious face and glared at him.
„Like I´d think of love in a place like this...“
„I think it´s pretty ok in here. I like the playroom.“
I raised an eyebrow, „How old are you?“
He laughed it off, „I was joking.“
Right.
The weird lines on his face...what are they?
„You like Kabuki?“
„Haha, you are such a doe-eyed little kid. It´s a sign of a true warrior. It means Im always ready to battle. What´s your name by the way?“
Okay, something´s not right here.
„Im...Im Miyuki.“
„Kankuro, at your service.“
I bowed a bit to show respect, so what if he´s a bit...weird, politeness is always good.
He bowed back, smiling a bit.
„Kankuro-san, it´s time to get your meds. Come on now,“ a nurse said, walking closer.
„I just took them!“ Kankuro yelled.
„Now now, Kankuro-san, we dont want to make Gaara angry, now do we?“
Kankuro looked apologetic. He pouted and his puppy eyes flashed towards the nurse.
I just stepped back a little, this was too weird for me.
He was truly confident just know, what the hell happened?
„I dont wannnnaaaa~! Gaara will take them himself!“ Kankuro said, crossing his hands on his chest and turning his back to the nurse.
„Kankuro! Go to your room, NOW!“
Ah shit.
Kankuro looked at the nurse, nodded and wandered off to find his room.
I just stood there.
If Im correct, this is just a hospital, not a MENTAL hospital.
„Sorry, Miyuki-san, Kankuro has CJD, Creutzfeldt–Jakob disease. The doctors are trying to figure out a cure and dont want to send him to a mental hospital yet. And his brother is very keen on him, wants to keep him in here. Kankuro´s personality might change every time you see him, so I wouldnt recommend on befriending him. His memory is getting worse and worse. Poor little guy. Ah, why am I here blabbering about this, I should go and take care of him. Be well, Miyuki-san.“
And just like that, she took off.
OK, Miyuki, just walk away...
Just go to your own little ward..
I started walking back.
What if I have something like Kankuro?
What if I have something that cant be treated...
What if...I´ll die before finding out the truth..
„Ha-had a nice walk?“
Of course, that´s exactly what I need...
Hinata...with her creepy eyes..
„What makes you think I wasn´t doing anything else?“
„What else is there to do in he-here...“
True, she got me there.
„I´ve been thinking...I want to know everything. If there really was something between you two, you must know more than I do.“
„So you want to find him, huh?“
„Yes.“
And I want to keep my enemies close, I dont want to take any chances.
„You know, you wont get out of here anytime soon. I heard the doctors ta-talking, they still dont know what you have.“
I stared at my feet. Obviously I know that.
Otherwise either Naruto or Sakura would have run to me and screamed their brains out.
They are way too into my case.
I looked up, stared right into her eyes and felt my confidence build up.
Why should I be afraid, scared of her?
„True, Im not a ninja so I cant really sneak out of here. But I have guts and I will break out. Now, I know you´d like to get back at him too, am I right?“
She blinked a few times, turned her head away and said, „I hate him. I loathe him. I want him to suffer.“
Oookay...
„But I dont want him to suffer cause of me. I lo-love him.“
Now I get why they say theres a thin line between hate and love.
This is getting too confusing.
But I cant give up now.
„Hinata, Miyuki, hey! What cha talkin´ bout?“
Yeah, go ahead and yell so the whole hospital can hear about Hinata and I plotting to escape.
Gah, what is wrong with me?
Im such a nerve-wreck today.
Damn that dream...
„Hey, yeah, I have to go. Sakura-senpai is going to have an excavation at my room and if Im not there, who knows..“
„Hahaha, right, go ahead, I´ll catch up with Hinata.“
I bid them good-bye and as I was leaving, Hinata whispered to me, „Look me up.“
I will, dont worry.
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Chapter notes: In which we talk about the amazing thing called love.
And a new character arrives. Yay.
Chapter end notes: So, go figure, Im writing about illnesses and I have sinusitis now... great...
It´s not that bad though... Im just sad about the fact that Im sick during SPRING BREAK!!
I hope I´ll get better soon so I can write again. My head is so heavy, hard to write anything...