( Naruto PoV)
Naruto was walkign home after a night of partying and drinking with his friends Sasuke,shikmaru,and there ever hyper kibe there were celebrating shikamaru birthday and naruto started to feel a little tipsy ( well thats wut he told his friends) but the real reason naruto left was that he saw sasuek hittign on shikamaru again naruto was sick of sasuek hitting on everythign that walked it hurt him to much to see his crush since high school crushign on someone that was not him. For 4 years now naruto has had a crush on sasuke and every year it got bigger and bigger till it hurt to much for him and every year he had to stand by and see sasuke go through boyfriend to boyfriend not even noticeing him yes him and sasuek are the best of friends and would do anythign for eachother but it just hurt him to much it was eating him up inside.
He would never have the nerve to ask sasuek out he was to scared of rejection he would get tung tied everytime he tried.
So hear naruto was walking home with his head down and his hands in his pocket with a sad and hurt expression on his face

" stupid sasuke why cant u every notice me i give u sign'a and im always there for u but u never notice"

naruto just shock that though for his head and kept on walking back home somewhere were he really hated going back to it was to empty full of sadness and heartbreak all he ever disd there anyways was cry till he could not cry anymore but at least he new he had a home even though he hated it but it was somewhere he could hide form the things that taunt him.
Naruto slowly walked up the steps and slowly openeed the doro and flicked on the light switch and light come into his apartment almost blinding his sight. Naruto set his house keys and coat down and with no hesitation he went straight to his room

" maybe some rest would help me"

to naruto rest was liek hsi drug something that he loved it was soo peacful and it made him happy it made him forget everything that happens with him naruto reached his room and walked into the darkness and get dressed in his orange boxers and black t-shirt and floped on his bed naruto room was not anything speacial just things that he needed leik a closet a dresser( with little cloths in)and a small but comfy bed.
few hours passed and naruto was staring at the ceiling guess rest for him was not comeing as easily for him he found himself thinking of that one person he hated but loved at the same time naruto sighed

" guess u will never get sasuke why would he want u anyways ur a monster a freak he has better ppl to go with"

naruto closed his eyes trying to shut the thought otu of his head it was driveing him crazy he needed something to relise it on liek a punching bag or even sakura that migh help but he would think about that later right nwo all he needs is rest but that might nto happen tonight

" guess naruto u will have no one that will ever love someoen like u"

naruto glanced around the room adn his eyes set on the one object he swore he would never use again on his dresser was a glass of red water with a dirty razon on the bottom of it

" maybe i shouid just end it hear and now its not liek no one will miss me iruka is to busy with kakashi and his dirty books anyways and everyone else has there family and lovers to think about"

a small smile appeared on naruto face as he slowly got up and walked to his dresser

" yes today will be the day i will end it"

naruto grabed the glass and headed to the bathroom tonight will be the happess and sades night of naruto life tonight the pain will leave him for good