I was just looking at him, wondering why everyone liked him and Shika pushed me. I really should thank him. I was standing, well squatting on Sasukes desk and suddenly I just fell, fell onto his lips.
His lips were soft against mine, and I just felt a shock go through my body. His body just felt so right against mine. I couldn't help the feelings that rushed through me as we kissed. It took me a moment to realize where we were and pull back.
Sasuke was breathing hard but didn't look all that disgusted. I ran, ran from the boy that gave me all these feelings and I ran from them. I didn't want to be hurt again.
A guy can only take so much. My mother... I can only remember her a little bit. I think I was about a week old. It's funny how I can remember that far back but I can't remember what I did last week.
Her voice is barely a whisper to me now, but her song will forever stay in my heart. Her laughter, he kinda reminds me of her. Well from what I can remember, that is.
I just didn't want that hurt to come back, to lose someone you know will never love you again. I keep those memories close to my heart, and in my soul. These tears will never dry. His lips aren't meant for me, but I like to think that they are.
He's the closest person I have to a best friend, and I just don't want him to think that badly of me. I mean what if he thought I was a freak of nature that I didn't deserve to live in the same country as him. I just savor the time I have with him.
He doesn't know how I feel, and he probably doesn't want to know.
If he thinks I liked the kiss, he wouldn't want to be around me anymore. Thinking of all the times on missions when our bodies would be near each others for one reason or another, does that make me a sick person?
He smiles like I used to. To be frank, he's my total opposite. He's funny, outspoken, but thats what attracts me to him. I feel as If he's my other half the person who makes me feel whole again.
The person I was born to love. But the feelings I feel when I'm around him, I feel so afraid. So afraid that I just want to run, just so that I don't have to deal with the pain of losing him.
If I lost him, I just don't know where I would turn, he's like an eclipse. Their beautiful, even powerful, but you can't really look straight at it. Eclipses are just like Naruto you can't just know him, you have to understand what he's been through.
He's powerful, but if anyone really knew him he doesn't really know he is.
He's like the feeling he gives me, a smothering feeling, like I'm drowning in too much love.
He doesn't know how I feel, and he probably doesn't want to know.
Authors Note: This is not always going to be in the first person kinda writing, just a little prologue to get the ball rolling.