Lost in this Wonderment by uzamaki_fluff
Summary: Just a few poems that I felt were good enough to share with you guys. Hopefully, if you don't mind tell me what you think of them because these come from my heart and I want to know what my fellow author peers think.[Former Title All You Can Do Is Wonder]



Update: Chapter 26: Heal Me You are my perfect and you show your soul to me, Just show it to the world too, for me? Lemme know what you think Thanks and Much Love, Uzumaki_Fluff!!
Categories: Non-Naruto Fiction > Poems Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Completed: No Word count: 3903 Read: 27031 Published: 18/01/07 Updated: 25/06/07

1. All You Can Do Is Wonder by uzamaki_fluff

2. I Anticipate by uzamaki_fluff

3. One Day I will Show You by uzamaki_fluff

4. Wonderous State by uzamaki_fluff

5. You Did It Again by uzamaki_fluff

6. My Curse, My Blessing by uzamaki_fluff

7. My Scars by uzamaki_fluff

8. Wonderment by uzamaki_fluff

9. This by uzamaki_fluff

10. Unanswered Question by uzamaki_fluff

11. Aimless by uzamaki_fluff

12. Stop by uzamaki_fluff

13. What You Do by uzamaki_fluff

14. Stained Souls by uzamaki_fluff

15. Look To the Sky by uzamaki_fluff

16. Lost Wonder by uzamaki_fluff

17. Anger by uzamaki_fluff

18. Regret and Guilt by uzamaki_fluff

19. Days by uzamaki_fluff

20. Mother. by uzamaki_fluff

21. unexplainable feelings by uzamaki_fluff

22. Time by uzamaki_fluff

23. Opposites Attract by uzamaki_fluff

24. Cursed for Life by uzamaki_fluff

25. Don't Hide by uzamaki_fluff

26. Heal Me by uzamaki_fluff

All You Can Do Is Wonder by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Hello all this is the first poem that I ever felt like sharing with you guys..I feel that this appropiatly fits for the character Haku..

I don't own Naruto, just I write random poetry in my lovely depression..
All You Can Do Is Wonder.

All I ever really did wrong was have emotion,
Is that so wrong, I seem to think that now.
All I want is my friend,
someone who understands why I bleed.
All I want is when I hear you say the words,
follow through on them.
Words mean nothing.
All I ever did was have emotion,
Is that so wrong?
Can you answer that for me?

A/N: Hey guys, this is the first poem I wanted to share with you guys, I really hoped that you liked it, just let me know what you think of it.
I Anticipate by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
*sighs* Okay this is one of the best poems that I feel I have written and just thought and thought about it and realized it applies to quite a handful of the Ninjas on Naruto. It a poem about finding that one point or rather place where you are at peace and truly happy. I hope that you guys enjoy it and give some feedback on it. Amanda
I Anticipate

Wait, wait, wait
I anticipate
For what exactly,
I don't know.
Somewhere beyond here,
is the place,
the place that I truely belong.
Sometimes I wonder,
wonder when my time will come.
My time to be allowed into that place,
my place of complete peace.
My place of total happiness.
Wait, wait, wait.
I still anticipate.
One Day I will Show You by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Hi all!! Next poem..it is just something that kinda just came to me right at this moment. This is one that is going out to my underdogs early on in the series. Lee, Naruto and Konohamaru oddly enough three that I have felt that I have connected with. It is called "One day I will Show You"
One Day I will Show You

All around I can hear the wind
It chants, it repeats, it haunts me.
I'm alone, I'm weak, I'm a disappointment.
It makes me want to work harder,
dispite the negative onlookers around me.
Dispite those wishpers in the wind,
one thought it fuels me,
it makes me strive for more.
One day I will stand above you,
with a grand number of supporters.
No longer weak but strong,
and something to be proud of.
One day I will show you.
Show you exactly what you shunned,
and what exactly I can be.
One day I will show you,
and as you turned your back one me
I will stand there with open arms for you.
All because if it hadn't been for you,
I wouldn't have worked so hard,
to become what I strive to be.
End Notes:
Well there you have it, my third poem to my collection, and it took just five minutes to write. So tell me what you think.
Wonderous State by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Hello, once again, and I give you yet another poem..which is fitting of a character from Naruto, a series that I regreatablly do not own. This poem is dedicated to my favorite lazy ninja, Shikamaru..Enjoy!!
Clouds drift by slowly.
Knowing that this,
this is what they,
they are meant for.
I lay back on the ground,
arms behind my head wondering,
wondering what exactly,
what exactly I am meant..
meant for.

What is my purpose?
Why am I here?
I am just a wonderous,
wonderous being, because
I lay here being lazy,
but yet, my mind is running laps.
Figuring who I am,
what is my point,
and why am I in such,
such a wonderous state.


end note: the point behind this is that I always wondered what goes through Shikamaru's mind while he lies back on the ground just watching the cloud. I mean he is a genius right, so he must think about something as he watches the clouds. This is what I think he thinks as he lays on the ground, and this one might become a story..I just need some plot line advice for it though..like should there be a pairing or no pairing..or should it just be a Shikamaru-centered insight to his mind??
You Did It Again by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
I wrote this poem it broke my heart, and that I had a het couple in mind is just wow..I present a SasuSaku influenced poem..it is love i think don't know yet..
You Did It Again

From Sakura to Sasuke

You did it again
you left me.
To fend all on my own
all I have done is stand by your side.

Don't you see
Can't you see.
What it is that I feel,
and how I feel that I can't stand without you.

Come back to me please,
Don't make me run after you.
I can't stand to miss you,
and I can't stand the pain.

You did it again,
you pushed me away.
All I want to do,
is save you.

All I do is try
to reach you,
and understand.
and yet you push.

After all this time,
with you always leaving,
I have learned
to stand on my own

You did it again,
you left me.
But now?
I don't need you.

Now I stand here strong,
near me the people who never leave me.
you still mean something,
you taught me an important lesson.

In my heart
I hold you close.
But I know now
I mean nothing to you.

You did it again,
You came back.
My eyes open to the light,
Damn it was a dream.
My Curse, My Blessing by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
I sat and listened to tons, and tons of songs and this poem just came to me. I was in a Hinata-ish mood, and so this is a Hinata Poem!! Tell me what you think, okay?

My Curse, My Blessing

I'm Cursed with this,
a title that I never wanted.
All I did was come
in this world, not realizing
who I was,
and what I meant.
People around me,
they push me to my limit,
but they are never,
Satisfied.
They expect me to lead a clan,
but yet they call me weak
a failure,
not worthy.
Hope, they gave up on that.
My Strength, is someone else's.
My life, controlled by everyone but me.
I will beat this,
My curse.
Restore their faith in me,
Make his strength mine,
regain that lost control
on my life.
Turn my dreaded curse,
into my beautiful blessing.
My Scars by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Well this is my Kakashi poem Dedication..enjoy and tell me what you think..please and thank you?
My Scars

Note: This a tribute to my favorite Character in the entire series, Kakashi. I just simply adore him, for all of that mystery that he has around him, although he seems to care sometimes. Here it is "My Scars."


I have my reasons,
for failing some
and lying to others.
My scars,
they are real,
they have taught me
to protect,
whomever I can.
Please I ask of you
Don't fight me
on this.
Trust me
You have a lot to learn,
about this life
you have choosen.
I was once
in your shoes
Went into this life
unprepared
for what I had seen
what I had experience.
And from you have shown me,
You are also unprepared.
My Scars,
They are real.
And you should not
Have to carry
these same scars
Wonderment by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Well look here another one that just came to me, I love this one soo much, because it makes so much sense to me...tell me what you think of it please??
Wonderment
This is one not inspired by Naruto


I sit and stare at what you call blank
but to me,
it is full
of color,
of life,
of possibilities.

Out of this
emptiness,
I can make it into
anything.
Anything that pleases me
and then again
anything that saddens me.

This is my reality,
this is what makes me
That blank is me,
That blank is you.
That blank is the world.

Happy and Sad
Joy and Pain.
Call me Crazy,
but it isn't me
who is crazy,
it is you.
Not believing
in what kind of
Possibilities that surround us.

I sit here in this,
this wonderment,
Filling in the blanks
as I go.
This by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Yup another poem, fourth in two days. A new record, it is kinda sad but then again very hopeful if you look at it the right way..
This
Depressing?? Maybe. What my life is like at this moment? Definately. Could this be applied to a character from Naruto? Maybe, that is up to you.


These walls,
I can feel them.
They move,
Closer and closer
To me.
Closing me in,
Making the air
Around me
Shallow and lacking.

These faces,
I can feel them.
They stare,
Longer and longer
At me.
Making my heart
Inside me
Ache and close.

This soul,
I can feel it.
It moves
Further and further
From me.
Making the peers
Of mine
Leave and shun me.

This world,
I can't understand it.
It moves
Faster and faster
Than me.
Making me think
That this
Is hopeless but possible.
Unanswered Question by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Another poem for your viewing and reading pleasure..one of my personal best..tell me what you think!!
Unanswered Question

As I wrote this I didn't really have anyone in mind, but as I read it once more I saw Iruka in my poem. Forced to find who he was all on his own, and now guiding lost students to discover what they are capable of.


Who am I?
What is the point?
Why am I here?
So many questions
Fill my mind
Confusing me
My heart,
My soul

A life sparred,
For a reason,
No one knows.
I stand here
In this sad confusion.

Who am I?
What is the point?
Why am I here?
So many questions
Fill my mind
Confusing me,
My heart
My soul.

I look to others
For my answers
But they turn
Ignoring the
Questions of
A child.

Who am I?
What is the point?
Why am I here?
So many questions
Fill my mind
Confusing me,
My heart
My soul.

I stand here,
Naked in this
Sad Confusion.
Forced to make
Sense out of
my unanswered questions.

Who am I?
What is the point?
Why am I here?
So many questions
Fill my mind
Confusing me,
My heart
My soul.

A soft voice,
It speaks,
to me
Calling out my name
I turn
Faced with a boy
asking.

Who am I?
What is the point?
Why am I here?
So many questions
Fill my mind
Confusing me,
My heart
My soul.

Here I stand,
A teacher.
I teach childern
of my skill.
I found
My answer

Who am I?
What is the point?
Why am I here?
So many questions
Fill my mind
Confusing me,
My heart
My soul.
No longer.
Aimless by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Wee!! Chapter 11?? 11 poems that I feel confident enough to share with you!! Yay!!
Note: This is a poem dedicated to the female ninjas featured in Naruto. They are pretty awesome when you think about it, because they possess such stregth in times of dispair. Although they all have their own internal battles, in which all they can do is wander so aimlessly.


Aimless wandering


She sits there,
Taking in her breath
The world stands still,
As the air,
The air plays
within her lungs.
She breathes out.
Feeling the pain.
The pain of her dreams
Running away.
Deperately she does
want to catch up.
But the weight
Of gravity
Keeps her still.

All she can do
is wander
Aimlessly.
In her mind,
Wondering
what could be.
Fantasy,
That is her salvation.

Her pain,
It's real, and
No matter what
She does.
It won't go
away.
How she survives,
No one knows.
For everything good
Happens in her mind.

All she can do
is wander
Aimlessly.
In her mind,
Wondering
what could be.
Fantasy,
That is her salvation.
Its her salvation.
Stop by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Non Naruto..but a poem non the less...enjoy my babies
Stop

Can you please
Make the world
Stop.
Just for a moment
I need it
to stand.
Still.
My mind it
Just can't
Keep up.
My heart,
its beating
has lulled and
Stopped.
No one can
Hear it.
And the passion
is gone.
Can you please.
Make the world
Stop.
Help me find,
a way to regain
My balance
so I can
Stand.
To my heart,
Give back
That beating
that lulled and
Stopped.
Help me find
my passion
that has
left me.
Make all the pain
Stop.
So I can live again.
Make the world
Stop.
Just for a moment.
That is all I need.
What You Do by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Short poem from Naruto to Sakura..Does she know what she does to him??
What You Do
A poem from Naruto to Sakura (BTS), is she aware of what she does to him??


Do you know,
That what you do,
Hurts far worse
Than what any blade
Can do to skin?

Do you know,
That everytime
You look at me
With such hate
It hurts me so?

Do you know
That each time
I see those tears,
My heart, it stops
and I want to die?

Do you know
What kind of
Pain, you cause?
Because I really
Think that you don't.

Do you know
That through everything
I will stand there
For you, and with you
Because of what you do?

Do you know
What kind of
Hold you have
On it, my heart?
Do you know
that it is yours?

Do you know
That each time
You focus on him
Only, it kills me.
Far worse than that
Little blade.
Stained Souls by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
This poem is the inspriation of my latest fic, so if you read it, read the fic, because other than desperation this may be my best work yet!
Stained Soul

Two young brothers,
one with a hatred
that has burned
for so many years.
Caused by what
the older one
had done.

The younger one
had to stand and
watch as each of
his family dropped
one by one
at his feet.
Helpless and weak.

The two things,
that the older saw
that he was.
The older stood
and smiled at
the pool of blood
at his feet.
Proud of what
he had done.

They are two
all the same.
both Stained Souls.
Both weak all the same
One who killed everyone
for a weak desire
such as power,
in turn created
another, who will
always think
"I'm not good enough."
Look To the Sky by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
My bittersweet poem, spawned from my moving fiasco..I don't mean to burst any bubbles..
Look to the Sky

Look to the Sky
Watch the stars
as the tinkle away
their destiny.
Do they ever wonder
why everyone's wishes
Fall on their little bodies?
Do they ever feel
a pang of guilt
When those wishes
cannot come true?

Look to the sky,
Watch as the clouds
as they drift away
from every worry.
Do they ever wonder,
Why everyone's envy
is focused on them?
Do they ever feel
a pang of guilt
When they open
and pour their tears?

Look to the sky
watch as the day
turn into night
eveloping nothingness.
Do they ever wonder
why everyone fears this?
Do they ever feel
A pang of guilt,
when a scream
is heard then?

Look to the sky,
and for those answers.
But don't be alarmed
when those answers
are all the same,
becuase it will be
one simple word.
And that word is
"No."
Lost Wonder by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Well this is an original poem, stemming from the fact that my birthday is coming up in 10 days, May 10th and this is when I start to feel extra reflective on things. I am going to be 20 and I don't feel that I am fit for this strange hood called adulthood..
Lost Wonder

Who am I really,
am I the person
that you say I am
or am I merely
just a vision
of what you want

All I have done
since the start
was attempt
to be what
it is that you want,
is that what you want

I feel my heart
that it has been drained
improvement just a word
that means nothing to me
when it is all said and done
I am still the same

Another year has passed
and not much has changed
expect the fact that
I am going from
child to adult,
but that never changes.


Here stands in front of you
A lost little wonder,
whom after a year
shouldn't be seen
as little, although
I still need your guidance.

Don't just tell me
what I should be
Show me what it is
That you want from me
show this lost wonder
the way to be found.
Anger by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Dedicated to todays events...and in honor of Akira-san. We did it, he is gone ((Hopefully)), and maybe we can be in peace once more.
Anger

Anger
it course through me,
at a speed
I just cannot
Control.

Pressure,
it forms in my head
just becasue
of the words
Spoken.

Hatred
it forms in my heart,
and there is
just now way to
Stop it.

Pushing
that is what you
are doing
to us to
the point of our
Breaking.

Anger
it courses through me,
at a speed,
I just cannot
Control.

Bonding,
that is what this
coursing anger
that you have created,
Caused.

Happiness,
That is what we
we want to achieve.
Returning peace from your
Chaos.

Chaos,
That is all you
have created,
all from words that caused
Anger.

Anger,
It courses through us
at a speed
we just cannot
Control.

Control,
it is what we
will have
Once more, taming
your chaos

Anger,
it no longer courses
through us,
for we proved our
Strength above yours.
Regret and Guilt by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Overflowing thought from last nights fiasco. So sorry guys I am thinking way to much, but still this is inside of me at the moment
Regret and Guilt

Regret and Guilt
Two funny words
but not the same.
How is it possible
to feel one
but not the other.

How can I feel
this Guilt
for my actions.
But then at
the same time
not regret a thing.
Don't tell me
that it is only human
because I just can't
Believe that to
be the truth.

Regret and Guilt
Two funny words,
but not the same.
How is it possible
to feel one,
but not the other.

I ask you,
Do you have it?
The answer?
The answer
to the question
That plagues
my mind so.
Or will you say
The answer that
Can't be true,
That it is only human.

Regret and Guilt
Two funny words,
But not the same
How is it possible
To feel one,
But not the other.
I am still
Asking you.
How is it possible
to feel one,
but not the other.
I ask you,
Do you have it?
The answer?
Days by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Days, about Naruto-kun and me at the same time!! I know it sounds like Shikamaru with talk of clouds and nature but come on does Shika talk like that??
Days

Days drift by me,
torturously slow.
Anticipation fills me,
and I can't take it.
The sun rises
over the shoreline
horizion, a new day
has arrived now.
But the day
is still not
the day that
I want.


Days drift by me,
torturously slow.
Anticipation fills me
and I have to learn
how to contain it.
The sun sets
behind the tree
tops, a tired day
finally get to sleep.
But the next day
is still not
the day that
I want.

Days drift by me
Torturously slow.
Anticipation stops
Filling me,
For the day that I want
has risen like the sun,
over the shoreline.
Although this day
Drifts by me.

Days drift by me
Like the clouds
in the sky.
So torturously slow.
Achieving what I wanted,
now there is no more
purpose for me.
Is that what
I really wanted?

Days drift by me,
so torturously slow.
Anticipation fills me,
and I can't take it.
The sun rises
over the shoreline
horizon, a new day
has arrived now.
But this day,
not one that
I look for.
Mother. by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Something I just wrote before I decided to go off to work. A poem to dedicated to my mother and mothers everywhere...

I still say that you all have a difficult time.
Strength
A word to me,
that means
the world.
When the word,
comes to mind.
I see the woman,
that stood by me
teaching me
everything.
Guiding me,
through all
my hardships.

Love
A word to me,
that means,
all I can
give to you.
To show you,
how I appreciate
your Strength.
The times that
you stood there,
when I pushed
you away,
and hurt you.

Special,
A word to me,
That means,
What you are
to me and only me.
Your Love
and Strength.
It is what molded me.
Helped this baby,
Grow into
So much more,
and then kept me
Grounded.

Mother,
I love you so
admire all of
the things you've done.
The way you keep
your poise
Through the tough times,
But then can look
for comfort from me.
Giving me a purpose,
in your perfect life.
even though you say,
That you aren't perfect.
unexplainable feelings by uzamaki_fluff
Unexplainable Feelings

Hand on my cheek,
shock in their eyes.
Who was that one,
that I ran into.
Why don't they trust him
and why do I feel what I feel.
Feelings with no explaination
the ones that are the worst of all.
Look over to my side,
and into their eyes,
One contains worry,
The other contains hate,
and last Love.
I wonder if those looks,
speak their feelings.
And if they can explain them.
Because...
Feelings with no explaination,
are the ones that worst of them all.


So here is the thing about this poem..it is a preview of the next chapter of Stained Souls. It is from Ms. Sakura's pov...about Itachi, Kakashi, Naruto and Sasuke.
Time by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Well...new month new poem??

Well this is called Time..
Time

Tick Tock,
Time goes by,
The hours drag
along.
My heart beats,
with each Tick
That lead to every tock.
I don't know where I am going,
but I like the feeling going
Through me.

Tick Tock,
Time goes by,
The minutes fly by.
My heart flutters,
with each second
That flys and confuse,
But I like the feeling going
Through me.

Tick Tock,
Time goes by,
The days linger now.
My heart calms
as the hours
take my energy,
But I like the feeling going
Through me.

Tick Tock,
Time goes by,
The month disapper,
My heart aches,
as the days,
Vanish before my eyes.
But I like the feeling going
Through me.

Tick Tock
Time goes by,
The years are like seconds.
My heart grows,
As the months,
become small blurbs.
But I like the Feeling going
Through me.

Tick Tock,
Time has stop.
Hours, Days, Months and Years
Stop with my heart.
as the Tick and Tocks
are all that is heard.
But I like the Feeling going
Through me.
As that feeling is my Life.
Opposites Attract by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
23rd Poem...well actually song of sorts..so yea...


I like it..
Opposites Attract

Up and Down,
Left and Right,
Everything in life
flows against the other.

Man and Woman,
Cats and Dogs,
The things that mesh,
Are always different from the other.

Opposties Attract,
The same repell
and yet all we want
is to be like the other.

Black and White,
Light and Dark.
they looks so beautiful together.
but contrast so much

Anger and Joy,
Love and Hate,
so easy to transition to each other.
All in the beat of her heart.

Opposties Attract,
The same repell
and yet all we want
is to be like the other.

North and South,
East and West,
Direction that lead to the other.
Never getting you lost.

Right and Wrong
Innocence and Guilt,
Things in our hearts
That all come naturally.

Opposties Attract,
The same repell
and yet all we want
is to be like the other

Yea, Opposties Attract,
The same repell
and yet all we want
is to be like the other.
Cursed for Life by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
OMG!! Longest of them all...I loves it...and it was inspired by something...rather...bleh...

ask if you want...you might get an answer
So there you are again
Doing your best at sneaking
Trying to slink your way into my life.
Making my mind become cluttered.

Do I take such a leap
Do I just put it out there
they way you want me to
it leaves me only to wonder.

Will it break
Will it shatter
Was I Right
In protecting it.

Its my heart you know
Not yours, to own
To break and rebreak.
Mine and all mine.


Or am I stuck,
Having to protect it.
Fear of not wanting others
to hold me close.

You were the first,
To take it
You were the first
To break it.

And now I am stuck
Left to wonder
Who in this world,
can I trust.

Or do I do to my heart
That I have done my entire life.
Shield it from the evil
and the hurtful

In my heart
I still hold you near
but it blocks me from all else
Will I love again?

Will it break
Will it shatter
Was I Right
In protecting it.

Am I right,
Am I wrong?
Can I leave it out
For it to be stolen

My heart,
can someone heal
the damage you caused
or am I cursed for life?
Don't Hide by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Gravitation inspired...Not Naruto..

I love Eiri Yuki so damn much!!!!!!!!!

anyways...back to the poetry//
Don't Hide

Stand before me
and bear what you hide.
Bear that soul naked
For the world to see
so they understand
What I see in you

The world deserves it
They should feel it
The warmth that you
Always carry for me
and gladly give to me
give it to the others too.

Can't you tell, right now
That it hurts, me so much
to have to give a reason
Reasons for my love
So why can't you?
Just do it all for me?

Stand before me
and bear what you hide.
Bear that soul naked
For the world to see
so they understand
What I see in you
Heal Me by uzamaki_fluff
Author's Notes:
Quick before work poem that just came to me..
Heal Me

Heal me,
Heal the damage that was left
Left for me to work through
all by my own by the cruelest
One in the world.
Take that heart,
for it is yours.

Take those tears
and do what you
do best, and just wipe
wipe them away
straight from exsistance
and don't give me reasong to cry

Take my hand
Show me the world
That has always be closed off
To me and only me
For I have a heart
That wants to stay closed.

Take my soul
and lift me up
So high that my body
Just won't feel the ground
Provide me with the joy
That I alone could never find

Take my heart
and protect it
So tenderly that my mind
Doesn't ever feel the pain
The pain of it breaking,
something that has haunted me so long.

Take my body
And hold me close
So all I feel is the warmth
The warmth of the one thing
That I have longed for, for so long
Feel that one thing called love

In the end,
There is one thing
That all those actions
Could mean to little me
Do those things just for me
And you may be able to...

Heal me,
Heal the damage that was left
Left for me to work through
all by my own by the cruelest
One in the world.
Take that heart,
for it is yours.
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